Explodieren 18-21, F

I've been waiting for a long and agonizing 6 months for the love of my life to come back. A week or so ago, I prayed really hard for her; for an angel to go to her and help guide her in the direction that would make her happy. I prayed for a long time; I actually started to cry! That night, I checked my FaceBook on my phone and went to sleep. The next morning, I woke up and had a strange urge to check my MySpace (which I never really do much). I checked it and there was a message in my inbox. 'It's probably just Lekcee or someone else' I remember thinking to myself, yet I still felt that nervous twitch going on. It was her; the love of my life- Boopy, let's call her. Now I'm texting Boopy… [more]

No time for fighting, No time for games. No time for murder, No time for [the] lame. Your world is ending, For all it's [the] same. And it all starts with The ticking of your Brain. (The ticking of your Brain) It draws out all the thoughts you think While people stay away. 'No wonder people always leave; You're getting worse than I. It's no fun being locked in here while life passes people by.' The arguments and wonders that your eyes always behold Have given Brain the instruments insanity has to bestow. Now you cower your room with evil thoughts and evil do's While tomorrow creeps it's head into the padded walls they made you use. That day your hands were filled with blood While… [more]

I've never realized how much someone could suffer by just a couple of words. They weren't even insulting directly. "I night be preggo" you say. What?? And you dare say 'I love you' to me?? How dare you. How dare you break me like this AGAIN. That's right, folks! I fell for her and let it happen Again. Let me clarify. It's impossible for me to impregnate her because I'm a girl myself. I thought she changed. Apparently, I'm the sucker again. I effing hate my life again. And I don't know what tomorrow will hold for me. I'm too unstable. And you're too much to me to let this happen.… [more]

I haven't ever been so mad at him, but I think it's STUPID how all he ever does all day includes he, his bike, and his friends. It's ridiculous. Does he not have a family anymore?? Bills need to be paid, sir. People need to be places, sir. I need help cleaning up yours and your son's mess, sir. Cars need to be bought, sir. Love needs to be shown, sir. What the funch happen to a father's love?? I have been waiting for you to show some kind of sign that you want to pull your weight, but it's been years since you've had a set job. I don't think you've EVER had a set job; massage therapy is obviously not getting us anywhere, you slob. I love you to death, but dammmmit!! I hate how, even as I'm t… [more]