Male , 18-21

At first glance, I might seem like the typical witty, well-adjusted teenager; in reality, I harbor tremendous amounts of self-hate and anger...To top it all off, I also suffer from depression. :/ I'm not always that way though; I can be pretty funny when I want to be and I'm always willing to chat with just about anyone.

Last Seen a week ago
Member Since Jan 25, 2013
Favorite Quote When you look into an abyss, the abyss looks into you
  • a little German
  • and a little Dutch
Vices The Internet, copious amounts of Minecraft.
Politics Very Liberal
Horoscope Leo
Special day 6-12
Books The Day After Tomorrow, The Inferno
Music Queen, David Bowie, Radiohead, Beck, Cake, Nine Inch Nails
Movies Seven
Local Time July 29th, 7:42 AM

I Have Experienced Unrequited Love

Damn It All I'm getting tired of this. Tired of holding this in. Tired of lying to preserve our friendship. I'm getting really tired of self-destructing over this. It's worth it though. You're worth it. Every... [more]
  • I Am Ticklish

    People Use It Against Me All The Time Too. There's no question about it-I'm kind of a depressing person. Which is kinda why it's so ironic that I'm stupidly ticklish. If you poke me when I'm not looking, I'll spaz out epicly. Poke me in the ri… [more]
  • I Have Been Betrayed By Friends

    Never Expected It. I always felt I could trust her. That she wouldn't betray me. That I could hold her to a different level than other people. A better level. Her own level. That made it all the more painfu… [more]
  • I Hate Myself

    I Can't Take This Anymore... Upon meeting me, people always make the assumption that I'm the stereotypical happy, well-adjusted, successful teen. The reality? I hate my life, I hate me, I hate everything I have ever done. The onl… [more]
  • I Love to Walk In the Rain

    Liberation Walking in the rain is simply one of the most surreal, liberating experiences one can have. Oftentimes, people avoid being in the rain for trivial reasons of not wanting to get sick or be cold. But le… [more]