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Female , 26-30
Feeling depressed
Sick at work *le sigh*

Heh, I honestly cant describe myself, I always hit some sort of mental block. However, my EP groups do shed light into my personality...there is just so much to share and so little space in this text box. Hmmm...I could give basics such as I am a tea loving, pot smoking, chess playing, classic rock/traditional irish-scottish music lover, an NCIS freak, devoted mother, aspiring author, published poet and happy Pagan/Therian.

Last Seen Dec 17, 2013
Member Since Mar 25, 2011
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Heritage
  • a little Scottish
  • and a little Irish
  • and a little English
  • and a little French-Canadian
  • and a little German
Vices
Politics Anarchist
Horoscope Taurus
Special day
Books Outside Over There, Dragonlance Chronicles + Legends, Silence of the Lambs, Welcome to the Monkey House, Game of Thrones
Music Eluveitie, Amon Amarth, Loreena McKennitt
Movies
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