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Just feeling like a runner-up. Like always. Oh well

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I Am Invisible

Am I A Bad Person? I've always been a shy person. That tends to make someone invisible pretty fast. I was always the one that had to walk up to people though. No matter how much I helped people, tried to joke around, be... [more]
FascinatingFear has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • I Am Lonely

    Never Felt So Empty So I had to spend the night with my friends. Geez, you know someone's story is going to be ****** if they say they "had to" hang out with their friends. It's not that any of them are bad friends, they… [more]
  • I Feel Alone

    I've Never Felt More Alone I know I have got people to talk to, people who are here for me but I have never felt more alone I think it is the fact that I've never really felt close to anybody, and don't seem to be … [more]
  • I Am Lonely

    Sick Of It All Sick of being rejected, sick of losing friends, sick of having no-one to be close to, sick of being invisible, sick of having absolutely nothing better to do than to play video games all day, sick of … [more]
  • I Am An Atheist

    Why Would I Want To Believe? I am an atheist and I have always been. The reason that I do not believe is that there is so much suffering in the world. I mean just look at some of the stories here on EP. Even religious… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    So sick of it
    I'm so sick of meeting so many great people here on EP only to find out the lives that they lead, the abuse that their lives throw at them, the hurt they have to live through. These people deserve so much more, so much better, and I'm always in disbelief when I find out that they don't have many friends as they are so friendly and nice to me and generally great to talk toI just wish that these people led happier lives, I hope it gets better for all of them soon… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Looking back a year
    Here on EP, going through my old confessions. Didn't realise my life has actually got worse. Ouch… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    What to do?
    I don't know what to do anymore. There just seems to be no point behind doing anything anymore. Just waking up in the morning is hard. There is no way for me to have fun, all I do is schoolwork and then when I get home if I'm not doing homework, I'm told off. I don't have anywhere to go, anyone to talk to or anything to do.There is only one person who is even remotely close to me, but she lives thousands of miles away from me. She is amazing, I don't know what I'd do without her.There is just no reason for me to do anything. I work hard but there's nothing and no-one to look forward to after I've finished. If I work hard and get good grades, I go to uni, so that I can work hard and get good … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Falling more and more
    I'm fall for her more every day but it hurts that I can't be with her. But that's always the way it turns out for me. You'd think I used to it by now by how many times this has happened to me. But this time it's different. I don't quite know what it is, there's just something different about her.I don't know what to do. Whether I should wait for her or move on. I'm starting to doubt she was ever attracted to me. I wouldn't even be surprised if she wasn't. Even if I do choose to move on, there's no-one else and nothing else to move on to. I couldn't anyway, she's just so...amazing. I wish I could explain it better.I am well and truly stuck with no idea what to do. I would talk to my closest f… [more]