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Female , 31-35
NJ USA

if anyone wants to send CASUAL emails, i'd love to hear from you. but i am not on EP to hook up with anyone for chat or anything else. and btw, there really is no way you can say i'm "sexy" or "sweet" because 1, you can't see my face or my body, & 2, you've never had a one on one conversation with me, so you wouldn't know me if i ran over your cat. if you try to hit on me you will be blocked, i don't care if you think you're bruce willis's twin, thats not what i'm here for. don't bother.

Last Seen Aug 4, 2013
Member Since Apr 01, 2011
Favorite Quote don't let it own you, own it
Heritage
  • a little French
  • and a little German
Vices feet
Politics
Horoscope Capricorn
Special day
Books twilight saga, gone with the wind
Music country, some dance & alternative
Movies gone with the wind, lord of the rings, die hard series, tangled
Local Time April 21st, 5:53 AM
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I Miss My Friend That Died

My Daughter's Great Grandmother her name is - was - dot. I met her almost 9 years ago. I was in a relationship with her grandson. we met for the 1st time at a hospital. her grandson needed treatment, & his sister & their grandmother... [more]
  • I Have An Older Brother

    His Name Is Chris. when we were little, he tormented me, & i idolized him. i remember him locking me out of the house in the snow without a jacket when he was supposed to be babysitting me. one time he came up to me wit… [more]
  • I Am Fat

    Yes, I Am Overweight. i know what i am. but i'm SO tired of my mom looking at me & ONLY seeing my fat. there is so much more to me than that. i am a good mom. i know i am, i can say that without hesitation. i am honest, si… [more]
  • I Am Pro Gay Adoption

    I Am Straight... but my best friend is a lesbian, & she has a son (she went through a period of undecidedness). she met & got married to - actually in our state its a civil union - another woman who has a son (she had… [more]
  • I Am An Aunt

    Of 2 Little Girls <3 and i don't think they even like me. their parents spoil them, & never discipline them; they are allowed to run screaming bloody murder if they like, be as fresh as they please, & be nasty to eachothe… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    secret santa
    i anonymously sent my creepy neighbor a hat and gloves for xmas, because i saw him walking one day & it was crazy-cold, & he wasn't wearing any. i just saw him walking, its crazy cold again, & he was wearing the things i sent him. it made me feel really good to see him wearing them. i'm glad i was able to help him.… [more]
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    cancer
    SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. SUCKS. it keeps telling me i need to add more detail. theres nothing more to be said. i know 2 people who are currently dying from cancer, and i know several others who have passed away from various types of cancer.… [more]
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    money
    i don't really write down my transactions for my checking acct, because i look at it online every day, sometimes a few times a day. and yesterday when i looked at it, it said i had a $30- something available, & today it says i have $125 available. what the heck??? so i just called the bank, spoke with someone named denise, & we looked over everything together, & the $125 is correct. SO relieved!!! i thought i was going to be broke for another 3 weeks. i get $$$ on tuesday, but i gotta pay my rent, so that wouldn't have gone too far. it seems like nopw that i finally got my birth certificate, everything seems easier, lol.… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    its my
    daughters 6th birthday!HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH! mommy loves you & is so proud of who you are growing into.… [more]
  • trying not to get my hopes up,

    Posted on: March 31st, 2012 at 4:00PM

    but i'm so excited anyway. i'm going to look at an apt on monday afternoon. its only a one bedroom, like what i have now, but i have 648 sq ft, & the one im looking at has 800 sq ft. the rent is slightly less than what i pay now, but water & electric are included, which is going to save me about $80/ month. and the lady was so nice on the phone, & she said they understand in this economy its hard to save one months rent & also a security, so they are willing to work with the renter on the security. it doesn't include oil, but they take $$$ from the security deposit for the oil. shes got a kid only a yr younger than my daughter, & they have a nice swingset in the back yard. she doesn't mind t… [more]

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  • still unemployed

    Posted on: April 14th, 2011 at 11:50PM

    its been about a month now. i gotta admitt, i'm enjoying being a mom more. i have more patience, now that i can slow down & just talk to her. i've been working my *** off for 6 years, & this is the first actual break i have with her. i've been swearing up & down i'm never having any more children, but when you're not a single mom working full time being responsible for everything all the time, its kind of nice to be a mom. if i were happily married & i were able to be a stay at home mom or work only part time, i'd totally have another baby. we go to the library together, we read eachother books, she starts soccer saturday, & starting the week after easter, i'm going to be signing her up for … [more]

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  • dieting :-(

    Posted on: August 8th, 2011 at 7:08AM

    im trying this new eating plan to go along with my workout routine. its a modified version of the body-for-life routine. the guy who created the body for life routine has a theory that if you dont eat for at least 3 hrs before working out & an hour after, you burn more fat. so im trying this starting today, but my problem is that for some reason, i woke up SO hungry today. normally i dont eat very much in the morning anyway, but its going to be awhile before i eat. i get to the gym at 9, treadmill & lift, come home probably around 11, & not eat for an hour after that. and  i'm drinking meal replacement shakes. im gonna be a bit moody, i think. i dont know, maybe if i step up my workout a bit… [more]

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  • worries

    Posted on: August 23rd, 2011 at 9:11PM

    i don't pay a whole lot of attention to politics. well, i didn't used to. but as time goes by i catch headlines that disturb me, & of course i read the article, then check a few different websites to see if theres more than one saying the same thing. if there is, it makes it feel more real. not that it might not be real, but i've noticed that even though most reporters are pretty factual, they tend to spin it to put different things in a more favorable light. i've never gotten to interested in republican & democrat & right wing & tea party & all that stuff, so i feel like i'm a little uneducated & i guess i just hope that maybe i'm just not understanding things, because so many things don't … [more]

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