Male , 31-35

Mistery surrounds me. I am the blood on the scene. I could tell u all about me, but, then you would need to underneath. My skin and bones, you would not get so close, not even to impose. This door is closed. Unless u could open it with your nose, open it with your mind, take a look to the broken deep inside....

Last Seen Nov 10, 2014
Member Since Feb 08, 2011
Favorite Quote
  • a little American
Horoscope Leo
Special day 8-4
Books city of bones, lord of the rings
Music ffdp, metallica, zepplin, lifehouse, enya
Movies this is the end, the departed, shoot em up, thor2
Local Time April 28th, 10:40 AM

I Write Poetry

Chauffering Vented Emotion Tempering up inside of me, A blaze of rage is burning continuously. Choked by a rope of smoke, My humanity replays the scene. Just to let you know, The bubbling proceeds... [more]
  • I Want to Be Appreciated

    Do I Mean Anything To Anyone? It's a nagging and yet lonely feeling to have an existence where I question whether I truly mean something to the people in my life. The people I work with laugh it up and get along with me, with the … [more]
  • I Miss My Childhood

    The Good Old Days Of Being A Child. Everyone has a story to tell and here's mine. So many days, I recall running around my neighborhood in pursuit of the next greatest adventure. There wasn't anything that could stop me from feeling th… [more]
  • I Write Poetry

    Reinventing Self Here is this man Looking at himself He has hopes and dreams Just like any other fellow And the silver reflects Skin, eyes, hair, mouth, ect... Nothing is hidden fro… [more]
  • I Remember My Childhood

    The Good Old Days.t Everyone has a story to tell and here's mine. So many days, I recall running around my neighborhood in pursuit of the next greatest adventure. There wasn't anything that could stop me from feeling th… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    My head is about to explode!!! (need a friend or friend's here)
    Good grief, I need a release! I crave to find shelter and desire some peace. If you are reading this, then do no stop here, because I have something to share, as if speaking into your ear...... This it is all out in the open from my heart, even though I might not know where to start..........I sincerely apologize for the rhymes, but it is like a volcano about to erupt in my mind........Okay, so there's work, my ex with my kid and then there's just me dealing with life on life's terms. I must admit that I really don't like it and every part of me wants to fight it. Ugh! Argh! Ahhhhhhhh!!!!! (1.) Work is a five letter word but it pays every bill and at the end of the day I feel completely ill.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Let my voice be heard in written words!
    Honesty finds me as I place this confession for all eyes to see. It's been too long since I truly opened up without a care. Because, for once I'm just going to let go and tell things as they are. Everyone one has been brokenhearted and betrayed, am I correct? This is the point in my life where I am broken and shattered with the pieces of my heart are scattered and I ask does any of this truly matter? Read the lines thoroughly and your eyes will see, that you, the visitors are not much different than me. I know, maybe you want me to get to the point already, but, this all has a purpose, just like title of the message. I am hurt beyond words can express, so that makes this harder to confess. Y… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I must admit that it sucks feeling this way. At one point, I thought it would be okay to be single and not be attached to anyone, but then I see people kissing and holding hands and I'm reminded of what I don't have. It feels like empty air and even as if I'm void of something special, rather someone special. Ugh! I hate this heart wrenching experience because it's like there's a missing piece of me out there, or maybe they are the pieces of my broken heart. Maybe I shouldn't care or perhaps I'm too infatuated with actually giving a damn that I don't have anyone I can hold or hug or kiss. Oh how I wish there was someone to steal me away, to take me beyond the place of fairy tale and captivat… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Broken and shattered.
    Anger and disappointment consume my mind like a plague of fire falling from the sky as it burns up my insides. The tears I find are bitter and stained with pain beyond words as if many ravenous wolves have clawed their way into my core to rip apart that which is so sacred. Emotion overflows me and drowns me in its tidal wave, spinning me around in the whirlpool of denial; wishing all was not gone or lost. It seems as if I am missing in the undertow of constant regret and wishes to make things better or the way they used to be. I can smell her scent lingering in my nose and the dreams I have of her never cease, feeling as if she is there and that it's reality. Oh, the torment for when I open… [more]