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Female , 36-40

German, English, Dutch

Last Seen Oct 25, 2013
Member Since Oct 05, 2010
Favorite Quote And this to shall pass
Heritage
  • a little English
  • and a little Dutch
  • and a little French
  • and a little German
Vices
Politics Conservative
Horoscope Cancer
Special day 6-22
Books Bible
Music Classis, easy listening , religious,
Movies Sound of Music,Fidler on the Roof.
Local Time August 21st, 3:59 AM

I Am a Victim of Child Abuse

I Had A Terrible Childhood From the moment I born I was abused. I was born to a young mother who was not prepared to be neither a wife or mother. Her mother passed away after a dental procedure , my mother was 5, her younger... [more]
findinghanna has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • I Feel Emotionally Detached and Empty Inside

    I Am Slowly Dying I have tried to be a good person, but my life has had so many obstacles . As a baby I was the 2Nd child born to a young mother who miscarried me at 24 weeks. The priest baptized me and gave me the ble… [more]
  • I Want to De-clutter My Life

    I Truly Need To Decongest My Home And My Mind!,,,, After the Unexpected death of my husband, who was only 40, I Have so many things going on. We had recently adopted two newborns. Both came from parents of excessive drug abuse, and no prenatal care. I… [more]
  • I Like George Bush

    I Like George Bush! I think that George Bush loves his country, and did his best to protect our great nation! I think we will never begin to realize how much he had to deal with after the 9-11 attacks! I think he has avo… [more]
  • I Feel Emotionally Detached and Empty Inside

    I Am Slowly Dying I have tried to be a good person, but my life has had so many obstacles . As a baby I was the 2Nd child born to a young mother who miscarried me at 24 weeks. The priest baptized me and gave me the ble… [more]
  • MS is ruining my life, and everything I worked so hard for.

    Posted on: June 29th, 2011 at 3:37AM

    MS has changed my life in so many ways. The diagnosis took 22 Doctors and MS. MS symptoms symptoms can mimic other diseases. The MRI was inconclusive, so I underwent a Spinal tap, and this test did conclude that I indeed have MS. I was releaved to finally have a diagnosis. I think you can handle anything, as long as you know what you are dealing with. The next step was Interveiwing Neuroligists. This is critical to find a Neuroligist that you trust, and one that is knowledgeable. They needed to be understanding, caring,and above all else have a knowledge of MS medicines and their side effects. We had to choose if a daily or weekly medicine would work best for me. I decided on a weekly inject… [more]

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  • Because of the increased amount of drug abuse, I can't get my medicine

    Posted on: October 29th, 2011 at 6:01AM

    I take pain medicine to help with the pain, it's getting so bad, I cannot sleep, or do much of anything. I went to my Neuroligist on Wed. , she wrote me t o scripts for pain, and I cant find a pharmacy that has the medicine. I live in a big town. I have been on the same medicine for 15 years, I have never had a problem, I went to 40 pharmacies they all relate that they cannot get the medicine in. They also say it's going to get worse. They say to many people are forging scripts, and that the drug companies cannot make enough profit on generic drugs. To many lawsuits on drug companies because the doctors don't carry enough. So I am suffering so bad. I finally found a pha… [more]

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  • I have MS, and it's Ruining my life my life.

    Posted on: June 27th, 2011 at 10:19PM

    I worked hard to get a good education, I Did it myself, paid the loans off myself. I worked three jobs, and lived in cold basement studios for over 8 years. I loved my career in the medical field, I loved being in leadership roles. I was always in control, I felt I could handle whatever was thrown my way. I was secure in my knowledge, my relationships, my parenting, I was Focused with my goals. Then my life started slowly unravelling before my eyes. I did not feel Like I was in charge in my life, I tried for 4 years to get answers on Heath issues that were affecting my life. I finally was given a diagnosed with MS, and have been seeing my health detearate ever since.My mood: extremely blesse… [more]

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  • Life with Multiple Sclorsis

    Posted on: June 30th, 2011 at 6:04AM

    I was able to get around with the use of a cane, I used an electric wheelchair on long errands or trips. This worked, but I did not have the strength to work the hours I was accustomed to. I managed by putting a couch in my office to take short rests. The pain was bad, and I could not take pain medicine while on duty.… [more]

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