Female , 46-50
Feeling thoughtful

Healthy, fit, hyper, searching for self, still don't know what I want to be when I grow up, curious, like sports, love to read, don't have many true friends, bored, just ended relationship

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I Need

Sun shine on me please. I crave your heat. The past has stolen my warmth and I shiver in winter. Moon shine on me please. I need your light. Pain has dimmed my glow and I stumble in... [more]
Flutterby9812 has shared 8 Mature Experiences
  • I Have Been Forgiven

    I recently made some unwise choices which devastatingly hurt someone I love. Although it was not my intention to hurt, it was definitely a result of my actions. I take full responsibility. That… [more]
  • I Always Want To Feel Alive

    Too many times upon reaching a certain age we become disillusioned or worn down. I've seen it happen. We give in to darkness and despair. That is one of my greatest fears to experience a living death… [more]
  • I Believe In Good Samaritans

    The other night I was on my way home from visiting a friend and got extremely lost. It was all my fault. I'm directionally challenged. I was texting my girlfriend to request a cover story and when I l… [more]
  • I Make Mistakes

    I've made so many mistakes in this life. I very good at helping others make decisions and I'm told I give excellent advice. I just can't seem to do so for myself. So I will continue to barrel down th… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I am afraid of many things. In fact I'm frightened much of the time. The trick I've learned is to force myself to do those things I fear the most, sometimes with good results others not so much. Lately I've developed another fear and my opponent is fierce. It's time. I'm afraid I am running out of it. There are so many things I still want to do/need to do in order to complete a life well lived. How do I fight time?… [more]