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Female , 13-15
Feeling lonely
I keep pushing everyone that try's to help me away, it's just a habit & I'm sick of it.

Last Seen Jul 21, 2013
Member Since Jul 20, 2013
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  • Venting Confessions

    forever drowning.
    Everyone seems to want to know what cutting really is, what it feels like. Well, go to the beach. And walk in the water, blindfolded. You just keep walking and you don't know where you're going. You just know you're going deeper. That's what the build up to cutting feels like. You don't know where you're going. Depression has blindfolded you. All you know is you're going deeper. Now just keep going until you drown. You want air, you want relief, you don't want to be drowning anymore. Now imagine the relief when someone pulls you out of the water. That's what cutting is. Relief. Relief from all the pain you've been feeling. Relief from not feeling good enough. Relief from the bullies at schoo… [more]