Feeling thankful
I'm ready!

Am I on the verge of a new chapter of my life? I think I must be.

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Member Since Jun 11, 2012
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  • a little African American
Vices Love
Horoscope Virgo
Special day 5-26
Books Farenheit 451, Catch-22, Goddesses in Every Woman, Ready Pla<x>yer One
Music Breath of Fire III, Legend of Dragoon, DAISUKE ISHIWATARI, Golden Sun, Tales of Phantasia (SFC), Demon\'s Crest
Movies Ghost in the Shell, La Femme Nikita
Local Time November 26th, 3:39 PM

I Miss My Family

My whole life seemed to revolve around my family. I should hate them for not being there and giving me loneliness and poor health and guidance. But it all must truly be my fault. When I... [more]
FunnyLookingCorpse has shared 187 Mature Experiences
  • I Have The Sorrow Of A Thousand Souls

    I want to take responsibility for all that is wrong with the world, so I have all the sorrow in my heart of the inventors who unknowingly had their inventions lead to a worse state of the world. I als… [more]
  • I Like To Watched

    Peeping Toms My girly side loves to be seen for my beauty, but unfortunately I never had time for beauty when I was young. However, I knew I had a pretty good body so I often wished I could show off my naked body … [more]
  • I Hate Fat Discrimination

    My Dilemma As Being Skinny I really, really, really want to support fat people (woman in particular of course), but I feel like I am ignored because I am a guy and I am skinny. One, I do not appeal to fat people because they mu… [more]
  • I Want to Be a Girl

    Sometimes When I get an erection, I aim for the spot under my #### and feel like I actually have a vagina, feeling stimulated in a different way. (Maybe should've put this in "I want to be a hermaphrodite".)… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Being Fat (Fighting Fat Phobia)
    I finally remember everything about being fat as a child. When I was fat, I started to enjoy how it felt and I was already able to think; "If all I do is sit around all day anyway, then why not be fat?" However, I was hurt, thinking that it was good to be chubby in my family and instead hearing everyone criticize or chastise me for not staying thin. It didn't make sense, apparently they only liked my 'chubby cheeks' and at age 10, I could not have that anymore either. I was desparately looking for someone who sympathized, thought that what I thought was normal, and that I was right in thinking not everyone should have such a strong opinion against something so normal. Regardless, I was disap… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    My Girlfriend
    I love her so much! We hardly see each other, but I just know she and I were born to be together. She is absolutely amazing and I doubt I will ever meet someone like her. We have had many disagreements, but I guess that's in both of our natures, I couldn't imagine getting along without conflict. On her side, I just think she has a lot of rediscovering of the past to do, just like I did before I met her. When she finally understands her pain and overcomes some of it, hopefully we will be happy and we will marry and have a kid and we will just be the happiest couple that ever existed!!! Our love will power a generation.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Seeing my Secrets
    How do I cope? One thing and another. My thoughts about family are being understood and yet I have to leave them for now. I have to focus on getting out of here, yet the past is rising from the depths and soliloquy manifests in increasingly common moments. Why must I be busy again and again? I am hoping things will resolve, but my emotions are compounding and things are getting more complicated rather than simple now that I am approaching my goals.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Peer Pressure
    I remember being in third grade or something, and we were shown either a book or a program about peer pressure. When we finished, I was excited by the idea that representing yourself was important somehow. When I told everyone I was not and would never be affected by peer pressure, everyone else said that it was impossible to do that and did not appreciate what I was doing; they all thought I was no fun because of it. However, the refusal of peer pressure has guided my life for a long time, and I do not think I ever would have viewed life so openly as I did and learn so many views, eventually leading to my fluid worldview where I do not accept or renounce anything in order to try and make ot… [more]
  • Reclaiming My Heart

    Posted on: December 13th, 2012 at 1:15AM

    I am deciding from now on to actively seek my good traits. In the past weeks, I have been acting solely on urges and I have actually tried to hurt my friends. Therefore, I see the need to reform myself once again to remove that dragon I was turning into from my soul. I have already shown Friendofroark my new ways and she has definitely appreciated it today. Now I am attempting to finish my final exams and other work with as much direction as I can muster.My mood: somewhat accomplished… [more]


  • I should start blogging.

    Posted on: November 17th, 2012 at 3:51PM

    My stories and confessions are mostly like blogs, so I think I will start blogging all my ideas here on EP in one place. Hope people read this! My mood: a bit neutral … [more]


  • My Face

    Posted on: November 25th, 2012 at 1:50PM

    I may not show my face on here and you don't know my voice either. But, what is it to be known that way. I wish you didn't see me, didn't hear me, when we met in person. You can't remember who I am, I know how easy it is to get lost. Surely your voices confuse my feelings to you as much as mine would occlude you. And it is hard sometimes to embrace people who look like they don't match you. But sometimes those are the people I need. Or that we all should know. I don't want to be erased, but when I am at home, it is almost as though not existing is what I am expected to do.How are you dealing with life? Does somebody know your real name? Does someone understand the true meaning of your words?… [more]


  • Nutrition

    Posted on: February 21st, 2013 at 8:06AM

    I was hoping to become a Nutrition major now. I have a passion for Nutrition and I believe a good diet can aid anybody, but the problem I have with it is that Nutrition seems to be so affected by the media. I mean, I know SO MANY health professionals are concerned with obesity, but nutritionists; those who should already now all the answers for obesity, seem to have an obsession with studying it. I think it's really stupid because there are so many things that are more important that Nutritionists can use their services for. An emphasis should be placed on "services" because I believe that if we continue to say that your weight is of utmost  concern above anything, then we will not be worthy… [more]