It would be impossible to describe myself in a simply put statement. There are so many factors, that one must factor in when discussing the many attributes, character traits, likes and dislikes, do's and don'ts, wouldn'ts and won'ts. Im really just simply complicated.
I write. I write a lot. But I think more than I write. For certain, one must think plenty before grabbing a page and ending with something that amounts to anything. I'm a mother, a sister, a wife and a daughter. I choose to live as purely as possible...often times letting myself down more than I care to admit. I'm human...but don't use that as a license to constantly blame my flesh. I'm able to accept blame when needed, even if it "tastes bad", it always digests well. It's life.
I don't waste time fretting over things I cannot change, this has caused others to call me insensitive and cold. I guess it could appear that way if you don't take the time to understand my motives. Time is precious, so why waste it...
For now, I'll leave it here...
- a little Italian
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