gemify 36-40, F

One of my girlfriends confesses to me that she is interested in me n has always wanted something more with me. I am extremely flatter n like her but really   don´t want to cross any lines in fear of losing our friendship. She is really going through alot with her mom being ill. I have been very supportive. With all she is going through I am afraid to deny her because nothing is going right for her. She says she has never been so free to speak with someone like me n how naturally we get along and laugh so much. I want to tell her but afraid to upset her n disappoint her. I am so confused...never really feared speaking my mind. She just seems so fragile....I hate when I am thrown a curve ball … [more]

I gave in and saw him...booty call is what it is...I never got answers to my questions...I was so nervous and felt awkward seeing him after everything. I apologized for my questions. His answer was that he thought I was becoming someone he didn't like. I took it for what it was. I guess I gave in out of loneliness. I used him for the same thing so I cannot really complain. It appeared he missed me bc he really wanted to see me after two weeks and he sure did show it too. In my heart I know I have to let him go. He'll be gone out of town for two weeks so I have time to just let him be. I want not to want him. … [more]