Female , 46-50
Feeling disappointed
how can something so grt be compromised by simple daily challenges?

If you like pina colodas and getting caught in the rain,if your not into yoga, if you have half a brain, if you like making love at midnight in the dews of the cape I'm the love that you look for write to me and escape"

Last Seen Dec 8, 2014
Member Since Mar 31, 2012
Favorite Quote Be generous with praise but cautious with promises
  • 100% Italian
Vices Women
Horoscope Sagittarius
Special day 12-3
Books Dean Koontz
Music all music
Movies Lord of the rings trilogy
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giayesim12 has shared 55 Mature Experiences
  • I Have a Husband In Prison

    Being Lesbian And Having Your Girlfriend In Prison I was with my gf for 4 years and 2 prison terms as well as 3 county jail sentences. The unique problem that I think that I experienced is that my gf cheated on me with another girl who was in prison w… [more]
  • I Miss My Boyfriend Who Is In Jail

    I Miss My Girlfriend Who Is In Prison I have been through the jail and the prison thing a few times actually. Is your boyfriend in jail or is he in prison you would not think there is a difference but there is. I have actually been on b… [more]
  • I Am a Lesbian Married to a Man

    Being Lesbian Is Not Without Reality When I read the stories posted here I right away can relate because I lived that lie and longed to be free to be me for many years. I did find the courage to break away and do the right thing. I read… [more]
  • I Am a Lesbian Married to a Man

    Coming Out While Married I was married at 17 to a good man who was 7 years older than me.  I was raised in a small Mormon town  and there was no discussion or even thought for me to do anything with my life other than fin… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    For the last four years I have been with who I think or thought was the love of my life but she is so damaged by what her dad did to her well she just cannot seem to love herself as much as I love her.   I only ever wanted the best for her and all I asked in return is honesty and loyalty two things which I have decided she is simply totally incapable of giving me or anyone else.  She has hurt me in ways no one ever has or rather in ways I have allowed anyone to.  I have finally came to the end of my rope I am patient and I will put up with alot but this last time her last betrayal I think was just to much.  I just do not hold her in my heart the way I once did.  I truly want to and maybe if … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Prison Was Not A Bad Experience For Me
    I am not sure where to post this but anyway.  In 2004 I was arrested for trafficking and was sentenced to 10 years in prison but they sent me on a 6 month treatment program in prison and so I was home 180 days later. That was not long enough I was to far gone and soon I violated my probation and was sent to do the remainder of my time.  I got lucky and they cut my sentence in half and so I had 5 years but if I completed a therapeutic community program I could have been home in 18 months.  Screw treatment I kept saying know some terrible things happened to me there I will address in a later posting.  They sent me back to the main prison and there I did the rest of my 5 years.  I see people sa… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Why cant you just be there
    You spent two years waiting for me to come back into your life you promised you would let me come to you not push not demand and I was coming around and then as always here you come banging on my door all I ask and have ever wanted was for you to be able to believe in me and what I say as I have never let you down and keep your word for the first time since we have met...… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Ashamed of Brandon
    I will be the first person to say that I am not perfect I have made many mistakes and hurt many people in my lifetime including my kids who I love more than anything else in this world.   But I have to say that I have and am still being hurt by those that say they love me and are there for me.  I am no longer on drugs no longer lie steal or have the need to do anything to cause anyone harm or malice.  I spent four years in prison a drug addict as well as someone who had an misdiagnosis mental illness that displays behaviors a lot like I am on drugs when I am in a manic phase god help us all but the thing is I payed for my mistakes have lost time I will never get back missed my kids growing u… [more]
  • HMMMM....

    Posted on: April 12th, 2012 at 8:26AM

    Not really sure what this blog thing is all about but hell I will try anything once twice if it feels good!!  So I went to the Dr. and I have this stupid pick line in my arm and have to have IV antibiotics every single damn day it has been this way for 6 weeks and now they say I have another six weeks to go this sux I have a staph infection in my spine due to a Dr mistake Should I sue???… [more]