Female , 18-21

"This was probably the end of my life, stepping onto that wire. Yet it called to me."-Philippe Petit

Last Seen Jan 4
Member Since Jan 31, 2011
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Horoscope Virgo
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Books catcher in the rye, perks of being a wallflower
Music rock, blues, jazz, alternative, indie, classical
Local Time May 22nd, 10:26 PM

I Am Secretive

Who I Am 1. It takes me 117 licks to get to the center of a tootsie pop. 2. i make lists when i can't fall asleep 3. i'm afraid of commitment 4. sometimes i wish someone would pull me against... [more]
Girlonwire has shared 8 Mature Experiences
  • I Love Poetry

    First Day At School By Roger Mcgough Listen to it here: here are the words: A millionbillionwillion miles from home Waiting for the bell to go. (To go where?) Why … [more]
  • I Am Attracted to Nerdy Guys

    Hotness Radiating From Their Usernames Ahh nerd boys yesss. Don't you just love the way they ramble? You can just listen to them talk for hours on end about things you haven't got a clue about. I love that. Being a nerd isn't a bad thing, … [more]
  • I Want to Live Where Soul Meets Body

    This Can't Be More True I want to live where soul meets body and let the sun wrap its arms around me. And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing and feel, feel what its like to be new. 'Cause in my head there‚Äôs a greyho… [more]
  • I Want to Cut Myself Now

    Cravings There are some days, weeks even, where the thoughts of sliding the smooth blade of my knife into my skin flood my head. There's something so satisfying about the pain. The little teardrops of red runn… [more]
  • School Confessions

    what you've just said
    ... is one of the most insanely idiotic things I have ever heard. At no point in your rambling, incoherent response were you even close to anything that could be considered a rational thought. Everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened to it. I award you no points, and may God have mercy on your soul.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    i'm scared.
    scared of my future, scared of debt and adulthood and education and failure. scared of impending life experiences. things i can't run from. i guess technically i could, but i'm not going to think that way. i don't wanna live a George Bailey life. Swear to leave this place, and never make it out. I will leave. I will not come back.  I need to get out. I need to run.  I'm so scared.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    i've been a hardcore Epeep since May 2011
    I'm almost at 400 stories already. wow.i've told more to the people on this site than i have to anyone in my entire life. i've shared things i could barely express to myself. I found this site googling "i am sad" i entered this site in a severe depression, suicidal, and here i sit in my first window of clarity in about..two years? (window being defined as MORE than three days of feeling calm) ....this site has made me heal. not entirely. not in a momentous O I THANK THEE, GODS OF EP! kinda HALLELUJAH way. I mean...the hardest thing was getting out of bed and breathing every day and now I can do that. Baby steps. Ep pushed me along. So thanks. Not just to my epeeps who've done more than they … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Of course I still think of him...
    Like there's a day the earth forgets the sky.… [more]
  • 9/20/11 Bit pissed are we?

    Posted on: September 20th, 2011 at 3:25PM

    i found this journal entry from a ways back. it amused me, thought i'd share. ******* ******* ***** ***** **** THEM! I ******* HATE THEM. THEY ******* **** ME OFF. ******* DONT KNOW HOW TO SHUT THE ***** UP. MOTHER ******. IM GOING TO START KILLING FRESHMEN I SWEAR IF THEY DON'T GET A LIFE HOLY **** THEY ANNOY ME. *breathes in deeply*I need to caaaaaaaaaaaaalm down.  It's THEM and the fact that I have a C in earth science when I did all of my effing work and the stupid sub didn't put my notes in the grade book...and then my internet's not working and I have a song in my head and I want to listen to it. HOW MUCH MORE STUPID CAN THESE EFFING FRESHMEN BE. UGH. Why. Why me. Why did a table of … [more]


  • 10/7/11 angus, thongs, and youre a pervert if you saw that movie

    Posted on: October 8th, 2011 at 12:39AM

    i'm babysitting my cousin. his name is Keane. i like that name. it's a original name but not in a phony way. not like my other cousin River.  the ceiling fan is off. i should turn it on.  we're watching a show called "the backyardagans"  or as i say, "the fatlardagans" ...and if you're unfamiliar with it, it is a show about indistiguishable animal/creatures singing and doing things like collecting intergalactic trash in garbage trucks and finding asian elephants a home. is it just me, or do other people somehow get sucked into little-kid shows and zone out for about half an hour until it ends?  the kid's almost asleep. i have to wait a bit longer, i let him sleep on the rocking chair because… [more]



    Posted on: November 2nd, 2011 at 12:07PM

    I've decided that my nanowrimo isn't so much of nanowrimo, i'm participating in sort of a “national finish a draft of your book I mean seriously come ON month”. Because I started writing this book a while ago and I think I should finish it. Or at least this draft. Gah I hate it when my palms sweat. If there's anything more annoying than sweaty palms... paper cuts. I got a friggn paper cut today. The TINIEST edge of something still makage to make a microscopic incision in my thumb. You call it washing your hands with sanitizer, I call it finding all my paper cuts. My hands all kinds of wounds right now. It hurts to rest them on the keyboard. I forget how normal laptops look. We have these ti… [more]


  • 7/20/11 I fought the law

    Posted on: July 20th, 2011 at 5:30PM

    It's none of their business if they don't give a damn about me, anyway. And who said anything about me being a minor?… [more]