Female , 22-25
Feeling stressed
Debating so many scenarios... not sure where life is leading me.

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Member Since Feb 09, 2013
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I Have a Confession

1. Leaving early morning tomorrow. 2. Packing was fun. 3. Girls night with my sister. Hopefully. If she gets off the damn phone. 4. ... hmmm... Got the third piercing filled. All... [more]
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  • I Have a Confession

    I get up in the middle of the day so I can avoid wanting to call him.He's in town now so I'm so tempted, so tempted to just beg him to come back and be with me and spend time with me.… [more]
  • I Have a Confession

    I'm not proud of what I'm about to say, but I guess I should say it.I lose my cool and abuse him.No, it's been a long while, and in between I was able to control myself, but wh… [more]
  • I Have a Confession

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  • Breakup #19394775393

    Posted on: February 9th, 2013 at 3:46PM

    Is it unfair if I want new things? If I want someone to hang out with whenever I'm free, someone to share my life with whenever I'm feeling low and down.Up until a few hours ago I presumed my relationship would work and I'd try and fix things for the better. Apparently I was alone in that. It's over. He says it's over. He's said that before. I've said it too. Sigh. It sounds serious this time.Now, I'm really ALONE. And lonely. And miserable. I can't sleep anymore, I don't start work till another month and while I have other things I should do, I can't. I'm so distracted, miserable and messy, it's awful. I inflicted myself on my best friend for so long I'm ashamed of even bringing up my boyfr… [more]