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Feeling thankful
Made a few changes here, but back for now, although not long tonight seven in the morning will be here before I know it ;P i love you guys

Last Seen Jul 31
Member Since Sep 07, 2010
Favorite Quote Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it\'s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring
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Horoscope Gemini
Special day 5-21
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Movies Definitely Maybe, Pyscho, Across The Universe. Jarhead. Seial Mom. White Chicks. She\'s the man. He\'s Just not that into you. Country Strong. Choke.
Local Time September 20th, 8:27 PM

I Have Sexual Fantasies

Shhhh Pushing you against the wall, covering your mouth so no one know's you're in here. . . It could get us both in so much trouble. . . Once everyone has left I remove my hand from your mouth, reaching in... [more]
Greeneyedandcurious has shared 614 Mature Experiences
  • I Started Masturbating At a Very Young Age

    Yeah This Is Going To Be A Little Embarassing..... I'm not quite sure where to begin this....only because I'm still embarrassed on how i first started ************, even though I know I'm not alone in this..... Ummm I'm pretty sure around the t… [more]
  • I Was Raped

    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of... I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consen… [more]
  • I Remember My First Time

    Richard Hmmm Well I've moved on for the most part from it, but I don't have any good feelings left towards him. There were times that I flat out hated him after this ****. My first time well it… [more]
  • I Am the Child of An Alcoholic

    I Have An Alcoholic Mother And Family Who Doesn't Care There is so much I could start out with. But I'm just going to talk about the most recent stuff. For starters my mother is an alcoholic, a binge drinker to be exact. She has given herself cirrhosis an… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Will anyone ever stay?
    I have issues, I do realize this, but I'm beginning to wonder if I'll always be alone. I push friends away constantly to where I"m sure they wonder why the continue to stay friends with me. Sometimes I want to walk away from myself. I'm so tired of hurting and crushing any and everyone in my life. I'm tired of hating myself. My dad walked away, I wasn't a good enough kid for him to want to be my father. My mom killed herself, I wasn't enough of a reason to stay sober.  She had no problem leaving me. My family, despite the fact that I won't speak to them, they are loving it, I mean nothing to them. I just don't know that anyone will ever stay in for the long haul. … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    This night....just sucks
    I'm so thankful for everything I have, and technically speaking it is now Christmas, I should be asleep, or at least smiling and happy. But no... I'm sitting here in tears. Writing on here, not sure why. I'm so sick of feeling. Literally, I almost prefer the years of me detaching myself, cause now all I do is cry and cry and cry. I don't know what to do anymore, my thoughts are killing me. I'm so tired of fighting. I'm exhausted. … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Bored.....
    Starting today and from now on.... I'm not going to trust so easily. I need to stop it. No more being naive. It may still sneak up on me from time to time. But I shouldn't put so much trust in people. It has hurt me in the past, and it hurt me last night. NO MORE… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Monday May 2, 2011
    Is the day my mom passed away :( And today is the day she'll be getting buried I'm so scared. … [more]
  • Questioning a lot

    Posted on: August 22nd, 2012 at 10:07AM

    No one ever reads these or comments them, so I'm doing this for my own sanity. These past few weeks have been hectic. Too a point I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't seek meds or therapy because I have no way to obtain a way to grab what's available.   I had a friend talking to me about everything which was nice to get all the messed up thoughts in my head out to someone.  But even with that, I'm now calmly questioning things in my life. My regular life and my Ep life.  Now some on here are friends. Some only speak to me for sexual reasons, some it's both.  But I can usually tell. But there are some people that I just.... Im not sure they want to be in my life I feel as if they fee… [more]

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  • Not looking for a group for this lol....so I'll blog it

    Posted on: March 28th, 2012 at 11:04AM

    Not really sure what happened last night, or over the last few days. But I think it's time i shut off some, take myself out of myself.....if that makes even the slightest bit of sense to anyone (assuming this is read haha).  I'm just feeling more emotional lately, depressed was the main thing last night, I cried and cried for no real reasons.  Which to me means I need to knock it off and send all that crap elsewhere, preferably as far away as possible.I don't even think this is worthy of talking to others about privately, not even sure I could if I tried.The only real thing I'm hoping for is to shut down, and get some things done. Like settling my moms estate. It's coming up on a year now si… [more]

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  • Not even sure this is blogworthy

    Posted on: January 10th, 2012 at 9:48PM

    Like the title says I don't know that this is even worthy of writing in a blog, but I just need to get it out. I was going through old photo's on one of my memory cards, didn't realize I had videos on it and I heard my mom on one of em. She's been dead eight months now. I don't even know what I'm feeling right now, a part of me is teared up and another is happy, cause I can hear her voice. but all at the same time a part of me is just like whatever, it's her voice who gives a ****. But this was just a weird thing. I miss her...and stumbling onto this video just makes me almost numb too......… [more]

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  • First Blog Ever!!!

    Posted on: January 27th, 2011 at 11:01PM

    Well I'm totally sure where to begin with this. I have a lot going in my life right now and the next few months are going to be absolutely crazy. There is a very large chance that my mother won't live to see my 21st birthday which is in May. I don't even care about that actually, but I'm so mad at her because she'll never get to see me grow up and become the woman that I want to be. She will never get to see the day I get married or have kids. Although in some ways that may be okay, because she's a psychopath or at least it feels that way when she's on a binge drinking episode, or hell even when she is sober. Oh my mother is an alcoholic, didn't put that up before. So that may give the hint … [more]

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