Female , 22-25
Feeling tired
sleep god i gotta be at work early....but of course me and sleep are having some serious relationship issues tonight lol

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Member Since Sep 07, 2010
Favorite Quote Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it\'s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Gemini
Special day 5-21
Music Pop and Rock and Rap
Movies Definitely Maybe, Pyscho, Across The Universe. Jarhead. Seial Mom. White Chicks. She\'s the man. He\'s Just not that into you. Country Strong. Choke.
Local Time June 30th, 2:31 AM

I Have Sexual Fantasies

Shhhh Pushing you against the wall, covering your mouth so no one know's you're in here. . . It could get us both in so much trouble. . . Once everyone has left I remove my hand from your mouth, reaching in... [more]
Greeneyedandcurious has shared 627 Mature Experiences
  • I Started Masturbating At a Very Young Age

    Yeah This Is Going To Be A Little Embarassing..... I'm not quite sure where to begin this....only because I'm still embarrassed on how i first started ************, even though I know I'm not alone in this..... Ummm I'm pretty sure around the t… [more]
  • I Was Raped

    Something I've Always Been Ashamed Of... I've always hid it from people. Took me well over a year before I could even tell my best friend. Partly because it took me well over a year to admit to myself that what happened was not consen… [more]
  • I Remember My First Time

    Richard Hmmm Well I've moved on for the most part from it, but I don't have any good feelings left towards him. There were times that I flat out hated him after this ****. My first time well it… [more]
  • I Miss My Mom Who Passed Away

    Letter To My Mom ( I Need To Write) Dear Mom... You'll never see this. But I miss you and here lately I've felt very conflicted about things since you've been gone. There is so many unanswered questions I have, so many thi… [more]
  • Questioning a lot

    Posted on: August 22nd, 2012 at 10:07AM

    No one ever reads these or comments them, so I'm doing this for my own sanity. These past few weeks have been hectic. Too a point I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't seek meds or therapy because I have no way to obtain a way to grab what's available.   I had a friend talking to me about everything which was nice to get all the messed up thoughts in my head out to someone.  But even with that, I'm now calmly questioning things in my life. My regular life and my Ep life.  Now some on here are friends. Some only speak to me for sexual reasons, some it's both.  But I can usually tell. But there are some people that I just.... Im not sure they want to be in my life I feel as if they fee… [more]


  • Not looking for a group for this I'll blog it

    Posted on: March 28th, 2012 at 11:04AM

    Not really sure what happened last night, or over the last few days. But I think it's time i shut off some, take myself out of myself.....if that makes even the slightest bit of sense to anyone (assuming this is read haha).  I'm just feeling more emotional lately, depressed was the main thing last night, I cried and cried for no real reasons.  Which to me means I need to knock it off and send all that crap elsewhere, preferably as far away as possible.I don't even think this is worthy of talking to others about privately, not even sure I could if I tried.The only real thing I'm hoping for is to shut down, and get some things done. Like settling my moms estate. It's coming up on a year now si… [more]


  • Not even sure this is blogworthy

    Posted on: January 10th, 2012 at 9:48PM

    Like the title says I don't know that this is even worthy of writing in a blog, but I just need to get it out. I was going through old photo's on one of my memory cards, didn't realize I had videos on it and I heard my mom on one of em. She's been dead eight months now. I don't even know what I'm feeling right now, a part of me is teared up and another is happy, cause I can hear her voice. but all at the same time a part of me is just like whatever, it's her voice who gives a ****. But this was just a weird thing. I miss her...and stumbling onto this video just makes me almost numb too......… [more]


  • First Blog Ever!!!

    Posted on: January 27th, 2011 at 11:01PM

    Well I'm totally sure where to begin with this. I have a lot going in my life right now and the next few months are going to be absolutely crazy. There is a very large chance that my mother won't live to see my 21st birthday which is in May. I don't even care about that actually, but I'm so mad at her because she'll never get to see me grow up and become the woman that I want to be. She will never get to see the day I get married or have kids. Although in some ways that may be okay, because she's a psychopath or at least it feels that way when she's on a binge drinking episode, or hell even when she is sober. Oh my mother is an alcoholic, didn't put that up before. So that may give the hint … [more]