Female , 18-21
Feeling pretty optimistic
I'm 5'4, very petite fr<x>ame, long blonde hair, damn troublesome personality. Studying medicine. In my free time I read a lot, draw portraits and listen to progressive music. I don't watch tv, ever, because I hate it. I hate fat. I'm picky with my food. I'm judgemental and cranky and I believe karma is out to get me. I'm an atheist but wish I could believe in god, because christians are generally happier. I tried to believe but failed. I settle for believing in people, because they can be amazing. Far more amazing than a man in the sky that I cannot see. I'd like to be a neurosurgeon. My personal mission right now is to Not Be Such a *****, but it's really hard because for some reason I snap at my family a lot.
Last Seen a while ago
Member Since Feb 06, 2011
Favorite Quote Ah, mon cher, for anyone who is alone, without God and without a master, the weight of days is dreadful.
- a little German
- and a little French
Vices Coffee, anger, sloth
Books A Game of Thrones, Discworld series, Cruel and Usual Punishment, many others
Music Tool, The Smashing Pumpkins, Porcupine Tree, A Perfect Circle
Movies The Shawshank Redemption, Pride and Prejudice
Local Time June 20th, 6:24 AM
Man in the relationshipSomething that really frustrated me to no end was that every time I got in a relationship, I felt like I was the stalwart one and I had to listen to my boyfriend's crying and whining about his feelings all the time. They called me all day, complained if I didn't devote at least a few hours to them every single day even though I needed to study. I've had three boyfriends and I always ended up thinking, 'oh my god, I have to tend to this little girl today or else I'll have to listen to them cry', and at that point I just dumped them. I give up, it seems like men are only hard on the outside, and inside they're all way emotional. Way more than me, and I'm the woman! So, I'm not even going to tr… [more]