Female , 46-50

Can't wait for my marriage to be over't wear my heart on my sleeve. Love my easy going style. I have a great heart. Trying to figure out why I can't a man who treats me like I treat them with the utmost respect.

Last Seen Apr 14, 2013
Member Since Mar 18, 2013
Favorite Quote Live and let live
Vices Xanax
Horoscope Virgo
Special day 9-21
Books True Crime and mysteries
Music Classic Rock
Movies True stories,action,dramas and oldies
Local Time May 25th, 7:33 AM
Grtgrl has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • Family Confessions

    I Still Can't Believe I Did It
    On the night my son was in the hospital in ICU dying from ALS most people know this disease as Lou Gerhig's Disease. My mom called me to tell me Jonathan was unresponsive. I took off to the pharmacy instead of the hospital to get my drugs because I knew I was going to need them. I knew he was dying and I wasn't going to lose my mind. Drugs ruled my life for 29 years. Even on my son's death bed the drugs came first. He died 5 minutes after my mom went to call me. I'm clean now going on almost 4 years. I know my son forgives me but I still struggle with forgiving myself. He died June 8th of "05" he was 21. He'd be 29 this year on April 7th. He was my best friend and president of my fan club. I… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    May I Have Your Attention Please....
    I want to thank my EP friends and the ones I have yet to meet and am excited to get to know. I've had two usernames that people know me as of course Grtgrl and Escapeeontherun. All my stories got erased and my whole life was in there. I've been to hell and back and really am clueless as to what I'm doing with my life. I know I'm getting a divorce and am penniless and forced to live with my soon to be ex. I feel like I'm rambling because I have no one to talk to at home. I will answer any question throws my way honestly. I wear my heart on my sleeve always have. Thank you so much to my EPfriends who know and care about me. You've helped me through the dark times when I had no one and to all t… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    My husband got so mad at me last night he came close to spitting on me.… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    I confronted my husband last night and told him that he's an abuser. I listed all the things he does to me emotionally to try to control me. He sat there and cried. He didn't realize what he's doing to me is abusive. We've had this talk before. He went back doing the same thing. I told him I should have my own inmate number on my shirt because he's the warden of the Penal Institution of Luci. I told him I'm sick and tired of it and we're keeping our personal lives separate.… [more]