HarryO25 26-30, F

when I hear the conversation of the forest outside my window it sounds so lovely and I long to immerse myself in the dreamy greenery and become apart- belong to this evening where things come alive. But I heard these same sounds months before and they bring back memories of a hurt girl existing in a cold world where ppl let you down and dreams are almost dashed. But I am here still alive, still strong and the conversation of the forest lives on... … [more]

You have so much courage to get out there in front of the world and say and sing wat you feel. you probably had it rough growing up but you seem to handle life in such a carefree manner. You make the world brighter 4 me when I see your goofy face and listen to your weird, yet insightful lyrics .....You already have so many fans. I sent you a message, you never replied.. But I guess when you fan base that is sky rocketing its hard to keep up.. You seem to be so happy and free. I wish i could be that way. I wish I could forever leave this shell of depression and find a new home where my talents are embraced. I want to be like you. Well I want to be myself but I wish I had the creativity and … [more]

Im not a bittter person, but wouldnt it be lovely to see those that hurt you experience the same pain? I treuly beleive in karma and have seen how dangerous it can be. I wonder with all Ive been thru, all I have suffered, would those individuals that hurt me even come out alive? Could they even survive what they put me thru? I do know karma exists but I wonder how and when it will return. I try to stay positive and I like to beleive that all my pain will make me a special person oneday, but if it is with the same degree of my sufferings, I should be pretty damn special. If the degree of my suffering will manifest with the same degree in the lives of my perpetrators, then what a day that will… [more]