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I Struggle With Addiction

Crack Cocaine And Control Life is always going to knock you on your *** every now and then, but it seems like when I get knocked down I not only fall but I also get trampled by the rush of others. So it feels impossible to get... [more]
hellontheheart has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Am a Teen Mom

    15, Alone, & Pregnant... When I was 15, I got pregnant. It was the first time I had sex, just my luck. I cant say that I regret getting pregnant, because I will never say that my child is a mistake. I love her with all my hea… [more]
  • I Am a Teenage Lesbian

    Amazing Woman. Well after I had my baby, I hated men for what the father did to me. I always have been actracted to women. I fell in love with an amazing woman, she is older than me. I have no family, so I openly ha… [more]
  • I Love a Drug Addict

    Always Have Been In Love With Her I am completely in love with a drug addict, and always have been. She means the world to me, but she has to get over this addiction to be able to devote herself to me like she says she wants to. I hav… [more]
  • I Have No Problem With Interacial Relationships

    Love Is Blind I have come to the point that when I look at a person I dont see color, I just seem them as another human. I never really was the type to judge. I think its amazing to see how far society has come whe… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Motherhood is for the birds
    This sounds selfish of me, but since the state took my child from me my life has actually been getting better. I found a great girl that wants to be with me, I am back to my roots, and honestly I feel free. I had my child at 15 I am now 19 and I cant believe what I gave up to be a mother to a child that I didnt ask for. Dont get it twisted... I do love my child and miss her dearly, but it just feels good to only have to worry about me. I should be ashamed of myself for saying this, but I am not. This is the truth and I am pretty sure that most teen mothers think the same as I do or at least have in the past.  … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Dying on the inside..
    I have the hard exterior that makes me look like I am happy, I think I might do all of the fake smiles for my daughter. My mind is filled with ways to get out of this life, I believe the only think stoping me from leaving is my daughter. She needs me and I will continue on for her. She is the reason for me to live. No matter how hard it gets or how much I want out I only have to look at her to remind me why I live. I want out so bad because I am no longer happy with the routine of life, its boring and disatisfying.… [more]