hiddenbabe

i love thunder storms...the rumble of the thunder it turns me on. thats just me, i love the lightening, the crack of the thunder, the ulitimate power of it, it makes me feel alive. when i was dating my now ex bf, my secret dream was to be together during a thunderstorm just kissing and holding each other.… [more]

i enjoy it. hes not a "vampire" im not a "twilight" fan, the fact i like to be bitten and he likes to bite has nothing to do with vampires it has to do with personal excitement. something about hiding the bitemarks and being about to see them in a mirror makes me feel BA.  i enjoy certain pain, and the feel of being bitten is the pain i enjoy the most. call me wierd, call me a freak, but hey...i am who i am...i'll do what i do, and everyone else can just shut up (:… [more]

a girl at my school told me she was going to kick the **** out of me for something my friend said then told my BFF that she was going to kill me, we told the office at school and the police got involved...now everyone at school hates me, 27 ppl have unfriended me on fb in the past 2 days and everyone tells me that they're mad at me and my life is going to be a living hell. i even recieved a note in my locked about how im worthless and deserve to die. i dont know what to do anymore ): im a self harmer and cutting is my only way to express. but at the same time i promised my best guy friend and my bf that i would stop...ugh just ugh...… [more]

i'm a cutter and i finally realized i needed help, so i told my mom, everything. and i expected her to help me find help but instead she starts laughing at me. saying that im fine and i only do this for attention. ive been cutting for 4 years, i told her that and she keeps saying i just do it for attention. "real cutters hide there cuts and dont tell anyone" is what she said....idk what to do... i feel so alone and helpless. what would u do?… [more]