Male , 26-30
Feeling depressed
I'm hideous.

Fugly fatso with psoriasis, atopic dermatitis and severe acne, but no real-life friends or support. Seriously in need of euthanasia.

Last Seen Feb 10
Member Since Sep 07, 2011
Favorite Quote
  • 100% Finnish
Vices diet cola
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Cancer
Special day
Books anything by Stephen King
Music Sentenced, Apulanta, Linkin Park
Movies The Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride, Edward Scissorhands, Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, NausicaƤ Of The Valley Of The Wind, Alice In Wonderland, ...
Local Time March 7th, 4:10 AM

I Am Glad People Can't Read My Thoughts

I'm seriously messed up in the head. If somebody were able to see my thoughts, they would probably try to hurt themselves to forget. Sometimes there are just so disgusting and sick thoughts that come... [more]
Hidenow has shared 32 Mature Experiences
  • I Wish I Was a Woman

    Because I Hate My Male Body I hate being very hairy, having wide shoulders and deep voice, and I am really disgusted by my male organ. I envy my sisters' lovely singing voices, and they love music and singing, so I've heard thei… [more]
  • I Think I Am Ugly

    Why I Think I'm Ugly I have inherited psoriasis and acute skin disorder from my mother's side and strong dark body hair from my father's side. I also have to wear thick glasses, because my eyes are misaligned and need pri… [more]
  • I Have Psoriatic Arthritis

    Life'S Getting Worse Every Year I got diagnosed with Psoriatic Arthritis this spring, after a lot of blood tests and examination. It affects the joints of my fingers, making many things extremely painful to do - not coincidentally, … [more]
  • I Don't Like Being Touched By Strangers

    Touching Feels Too Intimate I need to mentally prepare myself before someone touches me, as electricity runs through me if certain parts of me are touched. Because of that, I usually only shake hands with people, not hug them or… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I can only blame myself
    I'm fat and ugly only because I don't do anything to fix them. And I can't blame my parents for having a baby boy instead of a girl, it's mostly down to luck. I feel the urge to commit suicide now and then, but every time I remind myself that I couldn't do that to my mother, who'll probably live at least 30 years or even more thanks to her healthy habits. The only things I enjoy anymore are tasty food, cartoons and Conan O'Brian, I lose interest in everything else after a while.… [more]
  • A little about me

    Posted on: October 16th, 2011 at 4:02PM

    Biological sex: male Born in: June 1986 Hair Colour: dark brown (natural) Eye Colour: mutated (blue and green mixture) Actual Height: 5'10" (175 cm) BMI 25 Height: 7'9" (232,5 cm) Favourite Colours: red, green, brown, grey, dark colours in general Favourite Pastimes: surfing the Internet, playing video games with my brother on weekends Hates: alcohol, drugs, having to stand under the bus stop roof while someone is smoking, insects buzzing next to my ears or during night when trying to sleep, clothes that are too tight or too hot to wear Fears: drunk people, nudity of self in the presence of others, heights, having to deliver a public speech… [more]