Female , 46-50

I was married for 20 years. I lost my husband to Esophagus Cancer. So I spend my life waiting for him to come take me home. I really want to be happy again, but dont see that happening.

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Member Since Feb 17, 2012
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I Am a Widow

The Truth Wont Set Me Free I have written 3 stories. So many wonderful people comment on them, pray for me, and wish me happiness. And I appreciate each and every one. But now im going to tell the end of the story. Im going to... [more]
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  • I Lost My Husband

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  • Upset

    Posted on: March 6th, 2012 at 4:03PM

    We'll my daughter moved out this morning. But she aways come back home when they have nothing. She is 31, has came back home at least 10 times.  I've supported her, her boyfriend and kids, this time for 2 years. I have used up all the savings we had. I always tell them to get a job. All I hear is when income tax comes im we can fix the car and get one. For the past several months she keeps telling me she will get a job and pay me back, and help with bills. Now she leaves and leaves her boyfriend  and wont help when I need it. But as much as I need the help, Im happy shes gone. Me and her dont get alone at all. Every time she comes home she stays too long and we always fight and Ron will make… [more]