Female , 46-50

I was married for 20 years. I lost my husband to Esophagus Cancer. So I spend my life waiting for him to come take me home. I really want to be happy again, but dont see that happening.

Last Seen Jun 24
Member Since Feb 17, 2012
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Local Time July 28th, 5:49 PM

I Am a Widow

The Truth Wont Set Me Free I have written 3 stories. So many wonderful people comment on them, pray for me, and wish me happiness. And I appreciate each and every one. But now im going to tell the end of the story. Im going to... [more]
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