Female , 22-25

Last Seen Mar 23, 2010
Member Since Nov 20, 2009
Favorite Quote "if a bear can crap in the woods why cant i" - homer simpson
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I Am Tired of Being Nice

Woud It Be So Horrible Really would it be that bad if i joined the masses. The people who dont care about anyone but themselves. The people with the ability to use people for their own gain. It seems like it would be... [more]
holyfreakina has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Am In Love With Someone I Can't Have

    I Must Be Crazy I am so desperately in love with this girl. She is everything I have ever wanted. She understands me which is not any easy task. The little things I do that make most people think I'm weird are wha… [more]
  • I Think You Might Be A Lesbian If

    A Few More Loved these thought I might throw in a few from my own expierence     1. You have ever and I mean ever wore Doc Martins and flannel at the same time.  … [more]
  • I Found Out More About How Insane My Mother Really Is

    $10,000 My mom has always been crazy but she has reached a new low this time. My grandfather passed away and did not leave a will. My whole family was at his house and my mother and my aunt got into a huge… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    I am so damn tired.
    I'm tired of being the care giver of the family. Maybe it's selfish of me I don't know. Nobody in my family seems to understand how hard this is and that might be because none of them will do it. They tell me its because they have their own problems to deal with and they just don't have the time. Don't I though? I cant date or have fun I'm always here. I have my own problems and stress. When do I get to focus on straightening up my life. In 07 I got to watch my gma waste away with cancer. The person closest to me in all the world. I wasn't the only one but I was the one who was chosen to spend the most time there. The one who got the night shift, just me and my gma babbling nonsense and wand… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I just realized something
    I am a person who uses self injury as a way of self medication for emotional pain. I was sitting here feeling guilty about things in my life and I had a momentary positive thought. I resisted the temptation to hurt myself and I was proud. It was followed by more guilt. I felt guilty for feeling pride. I realized that this is what society has done to people. They glorify guilt. We are told that when we do something wrong we should feel bad about it because that means we are sorry. This would not necessarily be a bad thing if pride were held in the same regard. We are taught that it is ok to accept praise from another person but to praise oneself is conceit. We are taught to be humble and some… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    oh jeez i need to breath
    i just sent an email to this girl i really really like telling her how I feel about here and now i am freaking out. man i wish there was a way to take back clicking that send button. whew deep breaths deep breaths… [more]