Female , 18-21

I'm.. Complicated.. I like to do a lot of things with my time and just recently started doing the blogging thing cause I just don't know who to share my problems with anymore.. Everyone else's problems just seem to be bigger than my own worries.

Last Seen Nov 25, 2010
Member Since Mar 16, 2010
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Horoscope Aquarius
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Local Time May 25th, 11:55 PM

I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

I Don't Cry.. It's been in my nature never to show that emotion and tonight I cried more than ever over my best friend..  Someone who will never love me as I desire them too.. I had already written a... [more]
  • I Love a Married Man

    One More Sad Song.. So I fell in love and I fell hard.. It was going great and I was happy.. Until he confessed his marriage to me.. It's not like I meant to and I should've read the signs that kept ap… [more]
  • I Am Confused About My Relationship

    It Started Out All Wrong..  We met and started talking right away.. Had common interests.. We both had diverse music tastes.. We both were attracted to each other.. He made me smile and laughed at … [more]
  • I Was Called a Liar

    I Lie..   I lie.. I lie a lot.. I find it amusing.. I lie to strangers who want my number or name.. I lie about my life because I know they will never see me again and if they do and I get caught in… [more]
  • I Stay Up Late

    Staying Up Late Is Happiness   I work a swing shift so that keeps me up working until as late as 2 a.m. but I can stay up until noon the next morning ((which is occasionally bad since I can start work again at noon to 1… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    He called me by her name..
    **** him and my life.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    *sigh* Can't we let the facts be known beforehand?
    I don't care if they dated for four, OH WAIT, five years.. It wasn't me that broke up their relationship they were fighting LOOOONG before I joined in the picture.. And it's not like I knew about her existence.. He said he was single in our conversations.. Wanted to hang out, get to know me better.. I'm a cute and "seem to be" an awesome girlie.. Hello, I am, thanks.. How did I find out about her? By knocking on his door, to "surprise" him and make him come out and play that night.. Surprise, surprise.. Probably didn't help my case that they we're fighting.. Or the fact that after I knocked I rang the doorbell cause the "friend" I had with me suggested I could've rang it and AFTER the rin… [more]

    Posted on: March 23rd, 2010 at 8:56AM

    Not funny to joke about.. Unless you're me and try to play Halo with the boys and while they're getting "Double Kill' , "Kill Joy" blah blah blah.. And all we hear on my screen is "Su-i-cide" bahahaha.. Apparently throwing explosive devices at your feet is no way to win the game.. Who knew? … [more]