Female , 31-35

Last Seen Oct 21, 2014
Member Since May 17, 2011
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Horoscope Leo
Special day 8-6
Local Time February 26th, 10:28 PM

I Sometimes Feel Lonely

Especially late at night when I can't sleep like tonight.Every one in the house is asleep. I'm awake and I'm forced to be alone with my thoughts.I hate being alone with my thoughts.I just lay here in... [more]
howsab has shared 15 Mature Experiences
  • I Was Groped

    Keep Your Hands To Yourself When I was in the sixth grade in our class we sat at tables instead of individual desks. While the lesson was going on the boy next to me kept reaching under the table kept trying to put his hand betw… [more]
  • I Get Migraine Headaches

    Crying Hurts I always wondered why every time I cry I get a massive migraine. The pain is not limited to my head either my face and cheeks and jaw and even my teeth will hurt bad after I cry. I can't figure out wh… [more]
  • I Love Someone I Shouldn't

    Someone Else's Husband ¬†You can't always control who you fall in love with. If I could control who I fell for I would definitely not have chosen to fall in love with someone's else's husband. It just happened. He was just … [more]
  • I Wonder What Life Would Be Like If I Made Different Decisions

    Often Wonder I often wonder what would be like if I could go back in time and choose the other path when I came to that very critical fork in the road. Would I have been happier if I didn't get married? Would I be… [more]
  • OMFG are you serious

    Posted on: August 3rd, 2011 at 12:44PM

    I just came across a group here called "I don't wipe my bum I like the dirty feeling." Omg I'm about to die laughing! Man that's nasty! i just can't believe someone would make a group like that. That actually sounds like a group my little boy would make up though lol. Oh **** I can't stop laughing. Thanks to the person who made up the group I really needed a good laugh. … [more]


  • Kids need to go back to school

    Posted on: August 2nd, 2011 at 3:52PM

    I love my kids but I am so ready for them to go back to school already. If I hear the Spongebob Squarepants theme song one more time i swear I think I'm going to lose my mind completely. lol… [more]


  • I guess this is goodbye again

    Posted on: January 7th, 2013 at 12:42PM

    The thought of never speaking to you,seeing your sweet face, hearing your voice, or even getting another message from you ever again just breaks my heart into a million pieces.   My heart is completely shattered. I don't know if that message was really from her or you just trying to disguise yourself as her as a way out. I guess I'll never know. I feel like I just died reading that message.I guess the only thing left to say now is goodbye.   I hope you find happiness one day it's what you deserve. If ever you decide one day that you need me and want to contact me I will always be here for you. I will miss you always my M even though you weren't really mine to lose. I'll  treasure the little … [more]


  • And the list keeps growing

    Posted on: June 15th, 2011 at 9:24AM

    I'm making a list of things that I have lost or been taken away from me.  1. My marriage 2. A very special man who I loved more than anything 3. My grandfather 4. Now today my beloved pet rabbit Everything just keeps getting taken away I'm afraid to ask what will be taken next.… [more]