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I hate most you all. If you would like to know why, I have written a short blog posting on it.

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I Was Abandoned By My Mother

My Happy Toddlerhood My mother had me at a young age, 17, and my father was 19 or 20. They were happy for a while, your average hippy couple who smoked weed and led a life full of love. This changed however when my father... [more]
Hypnotixtic has shared 8 Mature Experiences
  • I Was Molested As Child

    Still My Darkest Shame I'm not really sure how to start this... I've never really ever told anyone but here goes... When I was about four years old I, like almost any child, was in love with going to grandmas. Not onl… [more]
  • I Am a Complete Failure

    The Thing That Haunts Me Most. When I was a senior in high school I was pretty self absorbed like any teenager is. I was in the marching band, theater, choir, and I admit it, the debate team. I also had a boyfriend. This boyfriend … [more]
  • I Am Craving Physical Contact

    Just Needed To Say It. I just crave your touch, your words of approval. I want you to hold me so tightly that all of my hurt fades away into nothing and still feel your arms around me hours later. It isn't even sex I'm crav… [more]
  • I Lost a Loved One

    When Does It Get Better? I always grew up closely with two of my aunts, this one involves the older one, India. She has always been like an older twin to me, we even look super similar. She is twenty seven now and had the two… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Ridiculous...
    Look sweetheart, yes I'm single. Yes I am amazing and a fairly attractive person. You have known me for all of three hours and you left your girlfriend for me? That sweet and all in its own creepy way but that just goes to show how little you value commitment and relationships... We just met why are you pulling this on me?… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    A window into my mind...
    I'm not sure really what's wrong with me. I always feel trapped, like I can never be free. No matter where I am I am never home, never truely happy. I fail. At most relationships, I'm always too emotional, too dependent on affection. It's been something I've been trying really hard on to fix. But I can't help it, it physically hurts me when I even start to feel neglected. I am way to clingy, almost no amount of attention is enough. My moods go crazy all the time, it's like my emotions are on a roller coaster all the time! I can be so happy and full of hope and prospect and then I wake up,the next day and am filled with this horrible and deperate sadness and longing. I love super quickly but … [more]
  • Why I hate most all of you.

    Posted on: February 3rd, 2014 at 4:07PM

    You do not know me, and even saying this I know that at least a fourth of you are starting your internal "Well lets change that" speech. You are a personality that you most likely put off on here because it is what you want to be seen as, nevermind what you are or how you act in real life. I hate most all of you because more than 75% of the people who add me don't care about me as a person, they care about me as a female body. Looking back at my time on here I can honestly admit that I did not ever do much to dissuade this thinking and at times even encouraged it. For that I hate myself a tiny bit for being so weak to think that being lusted after on the internet could ever provide any sort … [more]

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  • Just venting some feelings.

    Posted on: September 12th, 2012 at 8:57PM

    I'm not sure really what's wrong with me. I always feel trapped, like I can never be free. No matter where I am I am never home, never truely happy. I fail. At most relationships, I'm always too emotional, too dependent on affection. It's been something I've been trying really hard on to fix. But I can't help it, it physically hurts me when I even start to feel neglected. I am way to clingy, almost no amount of attention is enough. My moods go crazy all the time, it's like my emotions are on a roller coaster all the time! I can be so happy and full of hope and prospect and then I wake up,the next day and am filled with this horrible and deperate sadness and longing. I love super quickly but … [more]

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