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Local Time July 29th, 4:04 AM

I Am In Constant Pain, Every Day

I wake up, live my life, Nd go to sleep in physical and mental pain. How do i cope, one may ask? Marijuana. I still work full time and yet I am still unhappy. I take painkillers yet my body is alway... [more]
ibstraange has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • I Have to Take Prozac

    Effects Of Prozac (fluoxetine) Are you about to start taking Prozac? Are you wondering the Positive and Negative effects? Here is my experience! Prozac is an SSRI (selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor) that is used f… [more]
  • I Have to Take Prozac

    Interestly Enough... After 5 months of being on the medication I had an experience for depression, a side affect I wish I understood more of before I started taking the drugs; My low and high moods were fluctuating and mo… [more]
  • I Was a Teen Run Away

    6 Months Wasted I was going through an extreme emotional stage during winter and new year of being 15, throughout until my birthday turning 16 at the end of the summer. The responsibilities at home were overwhelming.… [more]
  • I Am a Sociopath

    Black And White Everything is good and evil! I see two options in every thought, situation and when I am being social. On that topic, I was thinking, when life gives you lemons you can either make lemonade or squ… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    I am embarassed that I ask such personal questions on EP...
    I really think there are a lot of people who don't want to see my questions posted. I kind of use this website for self help, but I also share my experience as well!! I really want to help people, but I need some advice myself.. Well, sorry if I am being annoying.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I Feel Good When...
    Comment if you like, positive or negative its all from the same type living being....People make fun of me, hit me, bite me, and choke me...Seeing other people hurting because of myself.(I am way to good at socializing, I adapt to the emotions in my environment because I don't have any of my own)...I think about hog-tying my boyfriend and biting his neck until he bleeds....people are mad at me... I can feel vibes/energy and take them for myself well I WILL SHARE mostly...... All of this is not happiness it is pure adrenaline. Nothing else makes me feel better, so my mind is in a very unrealistic place most of my days.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I Am Abusive
    It makes me feel better to make other people feel worthless, probably because that's how I feel. I hurt people physically and emotionally, and I'm manipulative... it makes me feel better. it takes away all the pain I have because I'm putting it on someone else. I have dreams about killing people, probably because I have wanted to kill myself before. I never thought I would admit to such a thing, but getting this off my chest is just a start.....… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Socially Awkward
    When I talk sometimes I say, what's fair to say? I'm almost to honest for some people, possibly way I don't feel the want to see people. My intentions are good, but sometimes I also come off as manipulative... :( I guess i wish I could say this to everyone in my life but it's hard to say the.. I don't usually enjoy most people… [more]