Male , 31-35

Last Seen Mar 23, 2013
Member Since Apr 29, 2012
Favorite Quote what does not kill you simply makes you stranger, joker
  • a little Polish
  • and a little Italian
  • and a little French
Vices quit my favorite for my job
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Sagittarius
Special day
Books death dealer, wheel of time, dresden files, game of thrones, walking dead
Music NIN, Pantera, coal chamber, the fray, metallica, dance
Movies dark knight, nightmare b4 christmas, aliens, kung-fu panda2, true romance, up, puncture, shutter island
Local Time July 4th, 4:41 AM

I Have a Confession

no, i am not talking about the meds that i am on, and no i am not talking about some inner light or feeling of peace. what is winning is the feeling that i am going be alone for the rest of my life... [more]
  • I Feel Alone Even When I'm Not

    I Feel Detached From The World i have always like an outsider looking in on people in this world, i cant see how some people can just go on living like they do and why i can never feel like i am a part of anything. I am never into … [more]
  • I Suffer From Clinical Depression

    All My Life i have suffered from depression all of my life, or at least as long as i can remember. always sad, never able to fit in, held myself back as not to stand out, hated being singled out, on and on i coul… [more]
  • I Am Lonely

    Always Lonely hi, new here and felt like getting some words down. like the title says i've always felt lonely and alone my entire life, always had trouble meeting new people and trusted some too easily. especially … [more]
  • I Battle Depression

    The Night Brings The Pain why is it that I get the most down at night? when i am trying to fall asleep those feelings come on like a waterfall. night after night of being alone is the norm i guess. that's how i have felt my wh… [more]