IFiction 22-25, F

EP is not the place it used to be, when i first came here it was full of life and so animated, there hadnt been a moment that was wasted, i had to restrain myself from being here 24/7... and oh boy! that took some effort! i would miss on sleep, studies, work and all the other stuff just to be here... it was an addiction.now the lushness is gone, may be the novelty has worn off for me.i went away once but only to come back days later, but now i stay away for days, weeks, months...and not feel the pull. maybe its just me but somehow i think that something has changed the profoundness is gone... i try to 'connect' to it again but there is nothing. maybe i am deluded or maybe its just a phase bu… [more]

...we all formed "fellowship of EP", when we should have jus' taken the medication and slept it off!!! Me thinkez...thats why this became hotel california!!!… [more]

It’s a really crappy feeling to realize that your entire outlook on your life can be controlled by some little idea that has holed inside your head! That some smiles and pats on back a sultry smile and a swig of beer can make your brain think it’s on a holiday somewhere really sweet when actually you’re standing naked in the middle of the school cafeteria while everyone takes pictures of you. Metaphorically. Or whatever.… [more]

As I sit in the corner of my room hoping for life to turn around somehow, I mentally admonish myself for being stupid enough to think that time' wheel shall reverse themselves for me... because I know that it isnt gonna happen. Why cant life be simple, come with instructions: Step one:..../ step two.../ step n.../ the end...goodbye!! why cant life be as simple as they depict in movies or novels...yeah yeah that sounds naive, but is it wrong for me to wish for life to resolve itself on its own and not push its weight on me!!!??? Sometimes I wish if only there was a back- exit, you simply disappear from the scene and everyone is so busy and involved with the performance thats on display that … [more]