Female , 18-21

Okay. So, I'm young. And I know a lot of people will probably look down on me. But, contrary to the popular belief among all those over 21, a teen can still have a lot of life experience. I may be 14, but I know 30 year olds that I'm more mature than. So, before you judge, please give me a chance.

Last Seen Jul 29, 2012
Member Since Jul 19, 2012
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Special day 11-14
Local Time May 24th, 11:59 AM

I Met Someone Online Who Is Important to Me

He's Perfect But.. For a while now I have been talking to this really awesome guy, only one year older than me. Really, he fits my perfect guy to a T. He's tall, tanned, slim, dark hair, dark eyes, wears beanies, has... [more]
iiDontEvenKnow has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Have a Broken Heart

    When You Fall And No One Catches You .. Okay, well, this is actually quite personal and I'm new to this sharing thing but.. Ever since I was younger, I've always been in love with being in love. It's caused me a lot of extra, unnecess… [more]
  • I Sometimes Self Harm

    Hey Guys I just thought you should all know, you're beautiful. I've been down this road and I know how hard it can be, so keep your head up and know that you're all an amazing individual, a beautiful individua… [more]
  • I Write Poetry

    Fallen I lost my place, Made the scale tip. In a world gone bad, I lost my grip. I fell to the bottom With no way of escape, I guess that's okay, I guess th… [more]
  • I Want You To Write A Poem Off-the-cuff Right Here Right Now

    A Forced Smile And you don't want to see me cry, You don't want to see a tear. You tell me to suck it up And that, you don't want to hear. I've been broken, Shattered, torn. … [more]
  • Revenge Confessions

    What do I want?
    I just really want a cape and superpowers. I wouldn't be evil, but I wouldn't be good either. I'd just go around, zapping all the little ******* who once bullied me, and saving dogs or such. But not cats, cats are evil little things. So yeah. I just really want a cape and superpowers.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    At night, I like to lay on my trampoline.
    I find that nothing's better than a cool, night sky, with nothing but the sound of sweet music. It's the one time at day when I feel completely at ease. I don't get anxiety, I don't feel depressed, just at ease. There's nothing in the world that I'd trade it for.… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    Ever since fourth grade I had battled with my own religion. Did I or didn't I believe in God? My family isn't religious, they don't ever go to church, but other family members have, and they've taken me with them. Just last year I decided, after 4 years of debating to myself, that God did not exist. It took me one more year to tell my four best friends that I was atheist. So, what did they do? Try to turn me to ' the light of God ' and continuously talked behind my back. Finally, I gave in and started telling people ' I found god '. I want people to like me for me, atheist or not, but that just doesn't seem possible.… [more]
  • On a More Serious Note . .

    Posted on: July 20th, 2012 at 9:22AM

    Writing is a passion of mine, and most of the time, also the only escape. Ever since second grade, writing has been an outlet, but only in 5th grade did I start to take it so seriously. See, in fifth grade was when I first started to notice signs of depression. But, of course, as I was only 11, who would've taken my cry for help seriously. Anyway, this was the year I started to remember. And I remembered everything. And I dwelled on it. That, plus the intense bullying was starting to happen. So, you had me, an 11 year old girl, who had only one friend, was bullied daily, inside school and out, and no parents who would listen enough to care, plus all the horrible memories bottled inside me.… [more]


  • A Random First Blog that I might Just Delete

    Posted on: July 19th, 2012 at 9:54PM

    I try not to whine to much, because God, do I hate those who constantly whine, but today has just been one of those sucky days, where not much seems to go right. Or even necessarily wrong. If I had a giraffe or maybe even a freaking cheeta, today wouldn't be so boring. But no- it just has to be illegal to own such pets. I mean, I realize laws are a necessity to keep America under control, but, man, are they a drag. This summer I've been trying to break as many of them as possible. Yes, yes, I know, that is sooo irresponsible. But, I'm a kid and it's summer and I want to L I V E. when I was younger I had neither the freedom, or time, as I was too busy growing up. So, now, I want to just le… [more]