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I feel like to write.
I am sick since yesterday. I went to uni to do a bit of work and thought that I'd catch up with a friend but ended up that she forgot that we supposed to meet and went home. Today I have been sleeping most of the morning and now I think I could just go back and have another rest. I really like this opportunity that I could write anything anytime about everything here. I open it for anyone to have a look at, not that I really want others to see or know me but it's nice too if there is anyone want to talk to me. At the end of the day, I'm on-line right! I really don't have much to say right now... Still I feel like writing something down, in my head ...there's some ache and sore from the f… [more]
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Restless heart
I set up a challange for me not to look up his profile. I want to stop thinking about him. I am so sad right now that I have to do this. I am in pain of being unloved. Feeling so much abandonment pain. I have to stop this feeling that eating me up each time that I tell myself that I'm still in love. It's so hard. I really don't know what to do with this restless heart that just wanting the solution, just wanting to make it finalised. It hurts so much that I hate myself from doing this, I hate it that I can't control myself from going crazy. I so hate it that I am always in pain. I hate it so much that I am so unloved. Everytime that I'm stress, my love addiction tend to act out uncontrolab… [more]
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The first time.
For the blog of course! Will I get a trophy? I love to be able to practise my writing and this is a good encouragement, so I'm in. It's Sunday morning. Usually, I go to church in the evening but I haven't been to one lately. I have my thesis to write and hand in. It's my final year of study, only one more semester to go. By the end of the year if I do well and pass all the subjects I should become a graduate soon. The chest pain is still there, since last night. I might need to go to anger group meeting on Monday, note to myself. It's too early in the day that I don't have much to write about. I just want to rest for today. It will be a long and tiring week coming. chillout! … [more]
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My hectic day
I was late to class cause I just couldn't get up. Last night I have trouble sleeping as always like that on Sunday. I'm scared of Monday. I have to get out of the house to uni. I don't usually go out that often anymore. But it wasn't such a bad day in terms of productivity. I got stuff done and learning that I have a few more things to hand in before next Monday, possibly this Thursday. I had quite a headache and felt very foggy in my head. I came straight home after finished an afternoon class. I don't think I could do any more work for today. I'm thinking of some solution to a problem that I had with this friend who I'm trying not to talk with at the moment. I think it is best to forget … [more]
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About Me
I want to learn how to keep my friendship
Location
Sydney, New South Wales (NSW), Australia
Member
Since May 29, 2010
Heritage
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1/4th Thai |
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and 3/4ths Chinese |
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and 100% Australian |
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