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Last Seen Feb 7, 2011
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I Hate My Boyfriend

Again! he called off the wedding AGAIN! TWWOOOOO years ive been waiting for him TWO and he calls it off when weve been preparing and its down to its last 3 weeks. and he brakes up with me today [more]
  • I Had a Miscarriage

    Everyone... Of course having a miscarrige is hard to bare.. believe me i've had my share of THEM. not just ONE.. but many. You shouldn't blame yourself or anyone for that matter.. It's just that their genes … [more]
  • I Hate My Boyfriend

    Why Is He Like That?! [vent] ugh; my so called 'boyfriend' is so stupid. He says he 'loves' me and yet he says he doesn't care if i'm with him or not.  I met him when i was 16 and I'm 19 now so you do the math.… [more]
  • I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

    *sigh I left everyone for HIM. i guess its my fault, i chose to leave them i chose to not talk to my friends and space myself from my family. ANd in the end what happens? He leaves me and our son for s… [more]
  • I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

    I'll make this short.. kinda -we were supposed to get married in 3 weeks -weve been together 3 YEARS (im 20 hes 22) -- and we have a son and possibly another one on the way -and on… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    How..?
    ..can you say you love me and yet call me worthless.. a B****..stupid..retarded..all the ugly names you can think of you call me it. How can you say you love me when you cheated when i just had a miscarrige. how can you say you love me when at the same time you dont care if i leave you. how can you say you love me when i'm not enough for you and i'm always LAST on your 'daily' list. i wish i can stop loving you. but i rather BE with you and take all the pain than be WITHOUT you.. =[ I wish i knew what to do.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    still scared
    sooo we leave the day after tomorrow! and we fought AGAIN! damn idk what im getting myself into seriously. its like im so happy with him but when he gets mad its the end of the world and i dont mean ANYTHING to him. what the hell... idk im happy that im going to be with him but then im scared because i know all the fighting and yelling wont stop. i just hope that he wont yell to our son anymore. and im SO glad that im not preggo. because i wouldnt know what to do with two children around him. I love my son its just i feel so bad that he has to see him yell at me. :[… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

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    i married him. even if he emotionally abuses me i still married him. when he came back from deployment everything was fine. we rarely even fought so i thought it would be okay. but now that he went back to where hes stationed were fighting a lot and hes already asking for a divorce. i hate this so much. and now i have to deal with it our son has to deal with it and now there might be another one on the way. … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    idk!
    so i think im pregnant... with my abusive boyfriends[?] baby..we already have a son. and i think he broke up with me last night... so do i tell him? or should i move on? idk what to do... i know i want him back but idk! ughhh grr! we always brake up but we always get back together but this time he says hes done we were supposed to get married in 3 weeks i already set the date and got the approval all we needed to do was the paperwork and actually go... but he calls it off.. man... and then im pregnant.. and then hes already looking for a new girl! what to doo!!!!!!! i hate that i love him so much… [more]