ImmoralSophistication 18-21, F

I was going through my old messages, and chat logs. When i found chat logs from a man I was in love with. It was unbelievable how perfect we where for each other  For some reason, I ended or relationship. it sent both of our worlds caving in, and empty. I always do this. when i find myself becoming too close to someone  i would love to tell him now, but this was about two years ago, and he let me know that I hurt him and talking to me would only sent him further into depression. Why I let him go is beyond me. The worst part is that I found a post he wrote about me. It had my head spinning , and i began to cry. ( Crying is a huge thing for me, i do not cry often )  I couldn't stop crying. I h… [more]