Female , 18-21
faces pass me on the street just blend together . they mean nothing just as I mean nothing ..

I am just as any other human being.. There is a lot of things in my life that isnt so pleasant, my life is full of heartache.. I am begining to give up on life itself, I am tried of fighting to be someone in this world. I dont want anything out of life anymore, I want nothing because at this point nothing will make me happy.. I have experienced a lot of pain in my life, and after the last hit in the face I am done with it.. I know life is hard but I always thought that at some point life would get a little easier but for me it hasnt.. I never had it easy, from point of birth to the point I will die I dont think that I will ever come to the point I will have an easy life.. My world is crumbling around me and I dont have the strength to rebuild it...

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Member Since Apr 04, 2012
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