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Female , 18-21

I'm depressed and want to share my stories.... thats kinda it

Last Seen Oct 21, 2011
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I Wrote a Poem

It's Going To Happen.. I am empty, not even sure of my own existence. The teachers glide past me and my raised hand. So many questions inside my mind. Bouncing and laughing. Taunting me with their... [more]
ineedtobewanted has shared 4 Mature Experiences
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