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Crazy Is As Crazy Does Posted 09/11/2012
I dont even know where it started. I was raised by split-up crazy parents. My dad is a borderline personality and my mom is bipolar. I never bonded or a healthy relationship with either of them. [more]
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    This Is Why I Dont Tell Anyone Posted 3/19/2013
    I found this when looking up self harm awareness day "Apparently it's tomorrow and all the idiots on facebook are posting "support" status's about it and they're going to write "keep figh… [more]

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    Im Dyslexic And Psyched About It! Posted 2/6/2013
    I just figured out that Im dyslexic. I have always been a TERRIBLE speller and bad at pronounceing words until they have been pronounced for me. I also have a tendency to see one word as two and vice … [more]

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    Demons Posted 3/6/2013
    I read a passage in the new testament of Jesus healing a man who was possessed by demons. In the passage the man mutilates himself. Jesus removes the parasitic beings from the man and cast them in pig… [more]

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    Bodies Under Seige Posted 2/28/2013
    I recently found a book I think is really good. "Bodies Under Siege: Self Mutilation, Nonsuicidial Self-injury, and Body Modification in Culture Psychiatry" I thought others who could relate might lik… [more]

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  • -_-

    Posted on: March 10th, 2013 at 2:22PM

    Sometimes I wish I could feel with other people. I wish I had more of a soul. I wish I felt more like a human, a person. I wish I had more of a soul.I wish I had a soul that didnt feel murdered.If your soul is murdered, can it even heal? Scratch that, can a murdered soul even mend? (Healing is asking too much)I wish I knew.… [more]

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  • =X

    Posted on: March 17th, 2013 at 12:09PM

    I went to counseling services for the first time ever Friday. It was one of the hardest things I have ever done. I was so nervous and scared  I was shaking like a leaf the whole time. It was only an introductory session. Next week I will be assigned an counselor "best fitted for [my] needs". The woman interviewing me seemed put off by my nervousness. I think she felt like she was making me uncomfortable. I told her she wasnt, its just that Im always nervous. Im always scared. Of everyone. I was honest (mostly). I admitted my SH and tried to impress that it is a chronic thing- not a phase. She asked me the likelihood of me SH over the weekend. I told her limited probability even though I tota… [more]

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  • ?

    Posted on: March 6th, 2013 at 6:55PM

    I read a passage in the new testament of Jesus healing a man who was possessed by demons. In the passage the man mutilates himself. Jesus removes the parasitic beings from the man and cast them in pigs. The pigs proceed to jump off a cliff. I have always felt that demons exist. Even if we cannot see them, they are around us. And being raised in a Christian church, the stories of Jesus's interactions with demons and those possessed added to the belief. Everyone has their demons. Alcoholism, other forms of drugs, effects of ******, hate, etc. Some of our demons come out of our past experiences. Some people it seems as if they were born with the tarnish on their soul. Even young and innocent, t… [more]

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  • zzz

    Posted on: January 27th, 2013 at 12:58AM

    Im so tired. I cant sleep. When I do its riddled with nightmares. If  Im lucky enough to not remember them, then I wake with new injuries and in sweats. Im so tired.… [more]

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