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Female , 18-21

Last Seen Mar 25, 2013
Member Since May 12, 2012
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I Am Not Close With My Father

The Things I Wish I Could Tell You.. Dad- I havent talked to you in months, and can hardly remember the last time you spent any quality time with me. The last time I saw you was May 6th. You moved down here close to where I live and you... [more]
  • I Was Raped

    April, 28th. I was at home. It was about 3 in the afternoon. I was about to go to bed and get some sleep before going to work the nightshift. One of my brothers friends was over at our house. I didnt know why he w… [more]
  • I Am a Navy Girlfriend

    I Love My Navy Boyfriend! I guess you could say that our story starts out at a gas station. I pulled up one night just getting off of work and he was leaned up against the building smoking a cigarette. As soon as i got out of … [more]
  • I Think I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

    I Am Concerned. Lately i have been doing research in to Borderline Personality Disorder. I have been compairing my triats along with those who suffer from BPD. I am concerned because I believe I may have it. Ever sin… [more]
  • I Am a Victim of Domestic Violence

    Oh, November. You Started It All. His name was Brenden. I thought he was amazing. he was a rocker, metalhead that could play the guitar like no bodies buisness. I fell for him so fast and so hard. In march of my senior year, my mom de… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Marines.. Navy.. Im lost.
    My current boyfriend is a Marine, and yes I love him with all of my heart. He is stationed in Hawaii at the moment. Which seriously blows. Well anyways.. I was getting off work One night ( a few weeks ago) and i met this guy. He had also just gotten off work and decided he would chat me up. Well.. im a sucker for cute boys with tattoos and nice smiles( and hes in the Navy). So we went on a date the following day. He took me to dinner. I had a really good time. But i have been hanging out with him a lot the past few weeks, and dont get me wrong hes  a nice guy and everything. I like spending time with him. But I am still in love with my boyfriend, and now i think this guy is falling for me. H… [more]
  • Down, down, down..

    Posted on: May 15th, 2012 at 8:21PM

    Lately everything feels like its rolling down hill.  i havent seen my boyfriend in  what feels forever. I have bills out the a**. So, I am broke, broke, broke. On top of that, I just had to file a sexual harrassment complaint against one of my co-workers. And now I worried about what is going to happen when i have to face him at work tomorrow night. Ugh. I wish things weren't so complicated. I talked to my boyfriend yesterday and he told me when he gets out of the marines hes planning on moving out to ccalifornia. and i do support everything he wants to do. But I got my self so worried that i am never gonig to see him. With his possible deployment to Japan, and this whole california thing...… [more]

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  • Birthday Girl! 20 and lovin it. :p

    Posted on: June 9th, 2012 at 1:24AM

    So, yesterday was my birthday. Me and My boyfriend Anthony went out dog shopping and we ended up getting a 10 week old pitbull pupp, who we named Thor. Hes such a sweetie. Hes tan with white feet and a white spot on the back of his neck. I love him already. Anyways, we went to walmart and a few other places picking up some things for our new dog and then spent the afternoon with my family. I opened up some presents and we grilled burgers. It was a good day. Later that evening, we went up to the pool at the hotel i work at, and brought some friends along. We ended up swimming and drinking. Haha. It was a blast though. My friend Heather ended up getting a little bit too drunk. So, my boyfriend… [more]

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  • I am concerned that I have Borderline Personality Disorder.

    Posted on: May 19th, 2012 at 3:07AM

    Lately i have been doing research in to Borderline Personality Disorder. I have been compairing my triats along with those who suffer from BPD. I am concerned because I believe I may have it. Ever since I was a teenager I have had depression come and go periodically. I never really thought too much into it. I used to cut myself, thinking that by killing my self things would be better. I would get so angry at just about anything that bothered me. I would straight up fly off the handle and break things and yell. I thought that everything that happened was so terrible. I still get like that from time to time but its not as bad. But I have other issues. The past 3-4 years, i have just about push… [more]

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  • pregnant.. to not pregnant..

    Posted on: May 28th, 2012 at 3:17AM

    What to say.. I'm not really sure what caused this to happen, but i had a miscarriage this morning. It was terrifying. I paniced at the amount of blood. I didnt know what was going on. I was in pain, i felt like i had really bad cramps that came in waves, just on and off. I hate this.. I was pregnant one moment, and then i wasn't.. Just like that. I think im still in shock about this. I dont really know how to handle it yet. I have just kind of laid around all day. Suffering through the contractions and excessive bleeding. I told my boyfriend about it. He was really sad.. he doesnt have family. So he was really excited when i got pregnant. When i miscarried he said said he was sorry for what… [more]

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