Female , 36-40

Single, single, single, single, single and always single

Last Seen Apr 10, 2014
Member Since May 13, 2011
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I Have Been Single For Way Too Long

A Forever Single Is Finally Dating But People Around Are Indifferent To This... And when I talk about people I mean family and friends. The most important to me. Ok, I have to say that this has been a bit strange. I am now a 36 year old woman that has been constantly... [more]
  • I Need to Finish My Ph.d.

    Do I Let Go? I started my PhD in the beginning of 2006. I literally planted myself in the lab for 3 years and in those years I had achieved my goal: to finish all needed experiments and use the final (4th) year fo… [more]
  • I Love a Man I Can Never Have

    I'll Never Be The Same. He's my housemate and landlord. He's 4 full years younger than me which makes me feel even worse for having these feelings for him (I'm 34, he's 30). He knows about how I feel. I've even told him. Whe… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I'm a 36 year old failure.
    At 36 and still fighting to finish a PhD that has taken too long, no career, no husband, no kids, with parents aging rapidly and no friends to hold on to. No hope. … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I wish I didn't have to be here
    I wish I could just vanish and simply "not be" anymore. I really dislike my life and though I've made many efforts to change it or to bring something new in it, it always backfires. I borrow the happiness from other people (their love, their babies, their weddings...).  I wish God could take me instead. I'm just a waste of space. Useless.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I'm on Facebook constantly because.....
    I feel unbelievably alone. Together-alone in Facebook. :(… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Madly in love with..... housemate. From the first moment I saw him. Feelings -for me- started like a lighnting bolt, then the daily butterflies.....then this other type of beast that makes me cry myself to sleep most nights since I'm pretty much begging God to somehow get me in the room next to mine, with him. It's pathetic, I know. What's worse.....he could not care less. He knows I adore him...I've been unable to mask it but he would pick any other girl EXCEPT me!!!!!!!! Any other girl would do EXCEPT me. My self esteem is on the floor on a daily basis. Here's the most painful bit since yesterday he's invited this girl to stay with him. Devastated. You can see him doing back-flips for her, taking such good… [more]