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irisfromohio 56-60, F
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I Am Alone, But No One Cares
I guess that I don't really blame anyone. I have never felt loved. My parents loved me, but I was one of four daughters who were all more beautiful, more intelligent and not fat, like me. I have come...
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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday
Why Do Holidays Seem To Get Worse Each Year?I suppose in reality, one isn't really any worse than the year before, but maybe the sad feelings intensify the longer they go on each "festive" celebration.. Fifty two years is a long time to feel lo… [more] -
I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday
Here It Comes AgainYes, the second worse occasion, worse than Valentine's Day. New Years Eve celebrations. I only go for the booze & the buzz. Then at midnight, when everyone else is kissing, I find something to appear … [more] -
I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday
It's The Worse Time Of The YearWell, NFL season is officially over with the Giants taking the Super Bowl. Basketball is only interesting when it's NCAA playoff time/aka March Madness. All I have to look forward to is that pitchers … [more] -
I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday
DiscernmentI have had to grapple with the fact that I'm extremely unattractive all of my life. When I was young & supposed to be at my physical aesthetic best. I was at my most attractive period with a mediocr… [more]
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Bucket ListI have to admit to being depressed lately. It's as bad as it has ever been before and I have fought depression all of my life. I think about putting my life in order so that when the time comes, I can leave with no regrets. So, I started a bucket list. All it did was add to my depression, because I realized that NOTHINT on that list is achievable. I want to dance with someone, but not only are my knees so crippled now that I spend a lot of time in a wheelchair, no one would ask. I want a man to look me in the eyes and smile, to ask me on a date, to hold my hand and to not be ashamed to be seen with me in public. Not gonna happen. I want to know what it is like to have a conversation with a m… [more]
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About irisfromohio
THE Crazy Cat Laydee (that's me!)
About Me
I am a 59 year old teenager who loves her music, her faith, her children &, most importantly, HER CATS!!!
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Since Nov 26, 2011
Special Day
December 25th 
Local Time
05/24/2013 5:12 PM
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