irishchild777 18-21, F

There's nothing that I love more than when it rains in the summer <3… [more]

I push everyone that cares about me away from me… [more]

I am an Atheist but I was raised to fear god. To this day when i do something that could be considered a sin I still have a strange feeling I'm going to be struck with lightning or drop dead. When something really scary or bad happens I sometimes say "please god don't let this happen" and realize that i'm praying even though I know that I don't believe in God and that nothing will happen. I'm not sure why I do this. I'm very fascinated by Religion and will never make fun of anybody for having one. I think that if you've found something to believe in then it's the most wonderful thing. I just can't believe in anything i can't see hear or touch. I like to wear rosaries. I don't know if that wo… [more]

Dear Travis, I wish that I had never met you. But i'm glad that I did. You turned my world upside down. You took away my innocence and broke me. I let you too. I let you use me whenever you wanted like I was some kind of blow up doll. I thought that it would make you love me. I'm so naive even though i like to think that i'm not. Would it have killed you to let me climax once in a while? Not only that but you can't shut up during and you say the stupidest stuff. Sometimes I wish I could record you so you could hear your own pillow talk. Am I so much of a bother than you couldn't even call me the morning after our nights together? You made so many promises to me when you were getting what yo… [more]