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This Pushes People Away.
I actually came to terms with my recent break up and accepted that it was over. Then i realised something about myself that i always knew but just ignored because i was in denial, i didnt want to...
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I Am Depressed Because I'm Lonely
There They Areim surrounded by people who care for me, who are there for me, but im so alone. I cant talk or share, everyone is too busy. I cant meet new people, there is just such a language barrier that every wor… [more] -
I Want to Answer a 100 Questions to Pass the Time
This Is How Bored I Was Today :)1. What is your name? Peter 2. How old are you? 24 3. Are you sure? Oui 4. What is your earliest memory? Living room, green furniture and extreme nausae. 5. What is your favori… [more] -
Not Here Anyway.I really feel like i dont belong anywhere. Some times as a teenager you move from group to group wondering where you might fit in. Well i feel like that for everything. I do not what so ever fit in an… [more]
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Cant Wait To Get Out Of Here!I live in Ireland at the moment. Its fine as a country but i feel like i need to leave this place in order to progress in my life. The job industry im looking to get into is non existant here. And its… [more]
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I'm trying to kill a part of meThere is someone I care about very much. We are so perfect together, but I have some issues and problems that I'm only recognising thanks to this person. I'm trying so hard to change because i don't want to lose this person at all, but my circumstances just wont allow me to in a quick way (i know we shouldn't blame circumstances or anyone else but i have a very mentally repressive upbringing.I never hurt myself before and I think suicide is just wrong, but today I feel like i don't want to exist, the fact I upset and hurt this person really tears me up I just want to disappear from existence, I want to fold up into nothingness.I'm sure lots of people say this but the other person is the real… [more]
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Left out againFeels miserable and empty coming here, there is no point.… [more]
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I hate hypocritesHER "I want to get a new computer" Me "go to the computer shop, here is a spec and price i recommend" HER"no everyone else says they are faulty and get broke easy, i will have some special shop build it" ME"no if it is built quickly by a guy then it is more likely to break, get from the store, it was built in a factory and has a warranty" HER"everyone else says get one built, i took your opinion but i chose not to listen" The next day HER"I got a computer, my uncle told me to get one from the shop" ME"See i told you" HER"no, you didnt explain it correctly" I hate her so much. This kind of person could really drive someone mentally ill. :(… [more]
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Past relationships are aggrevating meReally every relationship i have been in, every single one has ended the same way, the girl wants to be single for a while, the girl wants to learn to be independant, they think im marriage material, they want to screw everyone else first before they settle down. Where the hell are the women that complain they cant find a guy to commit to a long relationship? They dont seem to exist, if they do i must be some kind of repellant. My last girlfriend said she was hoping i would want to settle down with her... yes damn it, ofcourse i would, but no. She decides to call it quits all of a sudden because she wants to learn to live on her own and to date other men. What the hell is that all about. Y… [more]
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