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I Live In a Sexless Marriage

Update On My Situation, "I Have To Find The Courage To Leave This Marriage" Hi everyone..I wanted to give you an update on my post of last year "I have to find the courage to leave this marriage". That post marked a turning point for me because it's when I finally was able to... [more]
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  • I Live In a Sexless Marriage

    I Have To Find The Courage To Leave This Marriage... He's so kind, so patient, so there for me in every way except in the ones that allow me to recognize myself in him. I don't see myself in him at all except when we're having a purely intellectu… [more]
  • I Am In Love With A Younger Man

    We barely know each other and yet are suddenly so closely connected that it's as though we have known each other all our lives. Ever since you opened my heart the people near me have been behaving in new and totally unexpected ways and right now, this evening, here at this outside table it's D., with whom I have never crossed … [more]
  • I Am In Love With A Younger Man

    I Am Utterly In Love With This Man Who Is Sixteen Years Younger Than Me... Whenever I see him my pupils instantly dilate and I feel this incredible glow of happiness. He's 27, I'm 43, and I can't stop thinking about him.. We have known each other for three years but I… [more]
  • I Am In Love With A Younger Man

    I Know This Is Going Nowhere But ... Can I just tell you how great you are? I had a horrible day today and your were right there beside me the whole time- I didn't even have to ask you, you just stepped right in and filled the void. Your… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I wish I could tell you how I feel about you
    I went to work today and there you were. Your same loveable self, so real, so alive, so near. You have opinions about everything and you're smart and political but that isn't even it..I honestly can't say what it is about you that I find so wonderful. It's just *you*. This evening I sat next to you and felt so alive by your side and so intensely happy to be there. I wish I could tell you how I feel.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Maybe the gods will have mercy & will release me from this torture very soon
    I have to say this, even if you'll never hear it: I love you. I *love* you. You are perfect in every way. Why do you have to be so totally attuned to the rhythms of your own body, be such a great friend to your friends, have so many deep undercurrents that drive your love of music, the stars, the world and our place in it? Why can't you be awkward, or immature, or a jerk, or physically unattractive? Why????????? I can't hold your gaze because the world in those eyes totally demolishes me. Maybe the gods will have mercy & will release me from this torture soon. Message to the gods: release me. Please. … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Maybe the gods will have mercy & will release me from this torture very soon
    I have to say this, even if you'll never hear it: I love you. I *love* you. You are perfect in every way. Why do you have to be so totally attuned to the rhythms of your own body, be such a great friend to your friends, have so many deep undercurrents that drive your love of music, the stars, the world and our place in it? Why can't you be awkward, or immature, or a jerk, or physically unattractive? Why????????? I can't hold your gaze because the world in those eyes totally demolishes me. Maybe the gods will have mercy & will release me from this torture soon. Message to the gods: release me. Please. … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I'm sorry to abuse this site but I have to confess again
    I've decided that maybe if I confess on a daily basis this insane love will eventually leave me alone. This morning I actually sat in my office and sobbed in frustration and sadness at the intractability of the situation. Why can't you be 15 years older or I be 15 years younger? It is so horrible having to slam myself up against that rock every single day, watching you go about your work.. today you seemed so tired that I wanted to put my arms around you. I wish I could believe that that wouldn't cause all your alarm bells to go off and cloud your image of me forever, but you're you- sane, together, smart enough to make the right decisions in life, so that *is* what would happen, I know. In… [more]