Female , 18-21

I have lost the old self. I'm not sure who I am any more. Nobody else has the answer. Where would life lead me to?

Last Seen Aug 20, 2013
Member Since May 13, 2011
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  • a little American
  • and a little New Zealander
  • and a little German
  • and a little Canadian
Vices Self harm, smoking, popping pills, abusing alcohol, making myself sick
Special day
Local Time July 4th, 5:12 AM

I Am Depressed More Than People Realize

Choices 1. get my degree 2. run away 3. kill myself I can't think of any other options because there are really NONE! [more]
itsallinmyhead has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • I Was a Rebellious Teen

    So Not A Daddy's Girl Back then I had issues with my parents and hated them a lot. I was hanging out with a bunch of bad boys. We did heaps of wild and disgusting things that you could ever imagine, such as cliff jumping, … [more]
  • I Was Raped

    That Summer It happened when I was 15. I was raped by my "friend" 's brother and his friends. Now I am 18, but I feel like as if it happened yesterday. Those memories have haunted me ever since. I have flashbacks… [more]
  • I Wish Someone Would Kill Me Now

    Kill Me, Please? I don't care. I just want to be dead. Who comes from or can travel to Auckland? Please PM me! … [more]
  • I Hate Myself

    Bad Soul Because I was evil and made heaps of huge and stupid mistakes. The damage that I have done to my loved ones is beyond repair. I can't be forgiven. There were no excuses for what I did. I'm suffering i… [more]