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I Am Anorexic

The Voices... Yesterday while I was studying for my exam, my roommate got up and made herself a sandwich. Effortlessly, thoughtlessly, beautifully gracefully, she ate it. So naturally... After her sandwich... [more]
  • I Have An Eating Disorder

    My Sister My sister was always a little light shining through all the madness. I am 19 and she is 17...she is beautiful, she is healthy. I cannot believe that she is this strong. I was her older sister, I have … [more]
  • I Have An Eating Disorder

    A Song I Wrote About Eating Disorders And How Hard It Is To Untangle Yourself From Them The tracks of my tears are open wounds and the salty waterfalls burn away and away.. Wipe them dry with the winter wind and then comes the rain wash me away, why don't you?… [more]
  • I Would Say This to Bulimia

    The Smell Of Death Dear bulimia, you are killing me...I am dying, I feel it...please leave me alone, at least tonight, so I can guarantee that I will not fall asleep and instead of waking up, drifting away into my death… [more]
  • I Have An Eating Disorder

    I Have An Eating Disorder. At this point every atom in her body was simply starving. Starvation: is a severe reduction in vitamin, nutrient and energy intake. It is the most extreme form of malnutrition ?!?!I'm hung… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I am alive because of my patients...but I haven't met them yet.
    I am supposed to be studying for my final exam, but I can't. Instead I am sitting in my dorm room smoking cigarettes and watching the smoke blind my eyes. Life for me has never been easy. I fall, I stumble, I cry...I wipe the blood and get up. I am now sitting on the bench outside, smoking away, crying...I look around as if I am waiting for a hero to come out of the darkness and caress me, waiting for a hero to wipe away my tears and hold though I am waiting for a ghost to whisper words of kindness in my ear :"it's okay my angel, you can do this...get up now, everyone falls..." I open my eyes and look around, no one is there. I pick up my phone and look through my contacts for s… [more]