Male , 22-25
Feeling hopeful
dusting off the cobwebs

In a word: Nice. Always looking out for my friends and family, willing to help out and do anything in the world for the ones I care about.

Last Seen Jan 26
Member Since Aug 08, 2009
Favorite Quote
  • a little Mexican
Vices closed mindedness
Horoscope Aries
Special day 4-19
Music anything
Movies Ferris Bueler's Day Off, The Producers, Wreck it Ralph
Local Time June 30th, 3:06 PM

I Have a Confession

Alright so every rational part of me knows that the world isn't going to end this Friday but I still can't help to be nervous. There are a lot of signs going on right now that show just how accurate... [more]
IWishIUnderstood has shared 7 Mature Experiences
  • I Pretend I'm Okay

    Why Can't I Just Be Happy?  I'm tired of trying to hide it, I'm tired of trying to find peace in my heart when there's no sign of it coming and I'm tired of not being able to talk to anyone about it out of fear of sound… [more]
  • I Got Spanked As a Kid

    Discipline  Obviously when I was a kid I absolutely hated spankings, I thought my parents were the were parents in the history of parents but then again I got in trouble a lot as a kid. My grandparents w… [more]
  • I Am Going to Change

    Because I'm Good Enough, I'm Smart Enough, And Gosh Darn It People Like Me  So I've always had a self defeating attitude. I've always questioned things like "am I good enough?" "why do people like me?" "what do I bring to the world?" "am I even going to be missed whe… [more]
  • I Am a Fisher of Men

    ACTS-Adoration-Community-Theology-Service  In all seriousness this event was probably the most interesting and meaningful thing I've ever done, so far. Everything I witnessed, everything I learned, the people I met, the family I had t… [more]
  • Back in the the Swing of Things

    Posted on: September 24th, 2010 at 11:27AM

    It has been a long ti'me since I've had the drive to write something here. I think the oddest thing about it is that I've still managed to gain a few more followers... So the more I catch up with old friends the more I hate life and realize that I haven't really done too much. I don't like the question "What's new?". That question is always followed by the same answers of nothing, same place, same people, no love interest. I feel like the whole world is passing me by however I don't know how to fix it. I hate when I get depressed because I close up, push out everyone who cares about me and just kind of wither. I lose all drive to make any progress in my life. Even now writing this part of… [more]


  • Bah! Humbug!

    Posted on: February 15th, 2010 at 4:08PM

    For some reason, I'm frustrated. For some reason I just feel like I need to scream at the world right now. No rhyme, no reason, just yell. Have you ever looked into the world of your generation and feel so left out, yet proud at the same time? That's the feeling every time I look at The site is nothing but a haven for college ***** and frat guys yet I kind of can't help but feel a little... envious? Maybe not envious of the activities themselves but more so the carelessness of it all. I think I'm just feeling a little jealous because of Valentine's Day and being valentine-less. But back to the question, have you ever felt needlessly jealous? Ever have the f… [more]


  • Running Out of Places to Vent

    Posted on: March 8th, 2010 at 1:14PM

    I've needed to write for awhile now, things in my mind haven't been going too well but I have been very hesitant to actually write about it. I didn't want someone to read any of it because of how that person might feel so being the nice guy I am I bottled it up to save that person some heartache. I need to be selfish. Why do we chase the impossible? I know we all do this, there is always that one thing in your life that you wish hard for that will probably never happen. This is either due to it really being impossible or due to the very improbable circumstances. Some of these dreams however are impossible to put down and affect us every day. I'm not writing this to be a downer and say n… [more]


  • Consideration

    Posted on: January 24th, 2010 at 3:22PM

    SO I've been thinking and reflecting a bit more. Life has been easier ever since my little vacation, I honestly couldn't have predicted the impact it made on me. But anyways I've been thinking about friendships and some of the drama around me since something came up Friday that kind of knocked me off my mood. One of my longest friend's bailed out on my dad's 50th birthday party this weekend to go and play a card game. Two things **** me off about this, 1: cardboard vs milestone birthday in a family he's been a part of for years and 2: he also did this to me on new years and had done this many times over the past few months. He's has been a great friend of mine for a long time so I will cont… [more]