Male , 22-25
Just another hopeless loser with a debilitating personality disorder.
Last Seen Oct 26, 2013
Member Since Apr 23, 2012
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Vices Alcohol. Sex. Sweets.
Special day 8-8
Books Drizzt books.
Music Depressing shit.
Movies Le Pacte des Loups.
Local Time September 16th, 3:09 AM
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Another struggle...I've been really depressed since I woke up Wednesday morning. I told my fancée, but she had to work, as always. She promised to help me when she gets home...I had to make it through the day without her...it wasn't easy, but I managed to do it, despite some "marks" I have left over. But almost as quickly as she got home, she left to go drinking with some friends of hers...without me... Five hours later, she said she was going to bring me some fast food on the way home. Well, three more hours passed...and I get a call, saying how she's too drunk to be able to make it home. And with how heavy she sleeps when she's drunk, I won't see her for a long time. Noon at the very, very earliest, and that… [more]
Just crushed.Earlier today, I was with my friends. Rick, Tony, Bastion, Austin, Harry, and Dizzy. We were sparring, doing our normal Saturday thing. Weapons all about, good clean fun.Then just, all of a sudden, my depression sucker-punches me right in my head, and I'm just...down. I tried to keep on fighting, but...goddamnit...it mixes with the hallucinations of my Dissociative Identity Disorder, and it was just awful. The sky darkened, the trees were on fire, blackness was writhing all over the ground...what was the point of keeping on?I left the field, went over to the bench, and just broke down. Physically and emotionally. I was shaking, crying, throwing up. I really hate having all these things wrong… [more]