Izumihopes 18-21

I'm loosing my mind, falling in love, falling out. Doing nothing, hoping for something, acting at all the wrong times. AHHHHHH. Filling out college information universities relying "no". REALLY JUST TIRED lol sorry i'm venting you can ignore this if you please. i'm just i dont know what to do or how to apply or have the motivation //encouragement to get through this and i wish someone would say shut up and MAKE IT HAPPEN ...… [more]

I confess that, my mind is always scattered upon the pavements and the dry walls clumsy accidents every now and then tend to happen more then every now and then misplaced words, blunt & bleak comments, complex my life. i am completely flawed. Through all this, i find my transgressioni take a deep breath, and realize Life is the grand. Every once of mistake transcends to be a future right doing, if your will allows it. … [more]

It is my truth, my calling, my passage. yes i failed.yes i'll fail again but not to the same problem as the firstyes i'll fail again but not to the same problem as the one above.i confess, i am not perfect. My confidence lowers beyond my understanding. I believe that i believe in something. rationality?existence? self worth?possiblyhere i am typing word from word uttering my deepest transgressions I fail...screaming out to the world, where is it where is my deliverance?Ah i feel it Pain.… [more]