Jade121

I have a crush on one of my teachers in college. He’s an older guy, and I’m not usually into guys that look like him or that are that much older than me. It’s so weird I liked him my first semester but did not start liking him until the next semester when I did not have him as a teacher. I am now in one of his classes :D I sometimes think to myself “hey it keeps me interested in class” LOL but a part of me is thinking it is wrong to feel this way. I will never act on my feelings or tell him I have a crush on him. My fear is that he is very observant, when I say very I mean VERY!! LOL I am afraid that he can tell that I like him. I don’t want things to be awkward, it’s just an innocent crush … [more]

I'm trying to get over the guy I like. He led me on, He made me think that he cared about me.I never felt this way for a guy. I am so very hurt that I don't know what to do. I have been rejected before but this time its different. The other guys that rejected me were straight forward wit me andtold me they didn't feel the same way.  This guy is just ignoring and avoiding me. I have some friends that knowhim. they started avoiding me too. I had a very close friend tell me they started talking bad about me behind my back. I help all of my friends when they need it, I love all of my friends. Why must they treat me this way!!! :( … [more]

I don't know why i'm still mad at the guy who stopped talking to me after he told me he had feelings for me. He did talk bad about me behind my back but I had guys do far worse and I have forgiven them. A part of me thinks he still likes me, and I wish I can tell him off but I kind of still care about him. I don't know what to do. I just want the bad feelings to go away. … [more]

I always thought to myself, why? why do I allow myself to fall in love. I struggle with my emotions trying not to allow myself to fall in love. In the end I give in. Its fun, loving, and happy at times. most times I feel lonely and sad. I cant help it. I try to but the more I try the more I fail. I tell myself ill get over it, I will eventually but why go thru all the pain. I care so much about the emotions of others, but I feel like im not getting the same care for me. its sucks being this lonely :(. So falling in love.......................... is it worth it?… [more]