jcmacbeach 36-40

I was with/married to someone for 12 years and it ended.  I was young when I entered this relationship and gave up my friends for it.  It ended and I was left with no best friend/spouse or anyone else.  I dated a couple more people and one lasted a year and a half.  If I deleted every one of my facebook friends maybe a handful would notice, but only for a second.  I don't know what to do.  I'm not really interested in dating anyone, going back to school.  I never really got to know myself before I entered a serious relationship and don't know what I can do by myself for fun.… [more]